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An abrupt uptake of more subjects is more that what i had expected, especially when the subjects are not progressively hard, but one notch higher. With a new principal, we probably have to change our systems and studying policies, which is to make our subjects harder, i think. Maths can totally kill me. I can't believe that i sat at the dining table for the whole day just to think of 2 questions. It's simply ridiculous and totally explains why i haven't been coming online for the whole week.

My new class feels totally alienated to me, with all the high achievers that grasp the concepts upon seeing it. It is either they are the aliens, or i am the one. But i feel determine to catch up with them, to train myself to be better at catching the whole idea.

Muisock told me the scholarship results are out. It is affirmative that 17 people got it, which means half the class. Although, i am not really keen on getting it as i'll be tied to conditions, not getting it will land me in depression knowing of my incompetence, especially when half the class got it.