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I just watched a movie called A crazy little thing called love. I don't know why the show affected me so much. I cried along with the main lead. It was perhaps i could relate to her. The feeling of infatuation, hoping to become prettier. But i think what i could relate the most was trying to get better grades for him. I remembered in sec 1 when i got 3.5 i thought it was really good, partly because ms or praised me for it. But when i heard that he 3.8 i worked so hard that i finally got 3.8 for eoy. I wonder what he got then?

And i remember, always pretending to walk pass his class just to get a glimpse of him. But it didn't really work out, because it would have been too obvious, but what's more, i didn't have any reason to be loitering around there. It's three years going on four i wonder if he ever felt the same way about me before. It's such a long time, i wonder if it's because of regret that i still think of him or what. I do like to meet him in school, getting rare nowadays, but then it's so weird, because i would take a detour, and perhaps my imagination, he would avoid me too. What does this amounts to? We have never ever really spoke in real life. at least nam did. But whatever the case, i seem to enjoy crying. Crying seems to be a really good way of releasing emotional stress and in some way, make me happier.

posted by shinyee:) @ 11:04 AM