xinyi's blog

2011-10-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

Jamboree was fun although drama was boring. First time working with Junianti and Yiming, even though it wasn't anything proper. Still don't really know what to feel about them though, you know what i mean, but it was still nice. I know i sound contradicting. Haha something funny happened. Some weirdo came to ask us girls (me, ju and xuewen) whether we have bf. it would probably be flattering if he wasn't such a weirdo. The funniest part was when yiming decided to save us. "Ya, have." but it sounded idk, he has a bf? or he is our bf. weird.

2011-10-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

What's the meaning of feeling lost? If you have no idea, take me as an example. Man, i have no idea what i have become? What is this disorientation? Where is the me who was so self-motivated and believed that i can achieve what i want as long as i want it. This year has been an emotional turmoil. I guess, it's only human when faced with one setback after another, without having breaks. It's undeniably tiring, but i bet few of you know. I am so sick of life. It really sucks to have put in this much effort but is still average or worst, below average. People are always asking why i aim so high, why don't i just be contented with what i have, and i can be happier in life. Easier said then done. Put yourself into my shoes, consider what i have been through. For a person who has been through sweet, who has achieved it high, a sky-diving plunge is especially painful. You just don't know.

EOY is tomorrow. Chinese paper can only minus 27 marks, which i think is...

2011-05-17T11:04:00.001+08:00

I just watched a movie called A crazy little thing called love. I don't know why the show affected me so much. I cried along with the main lead. It was perhaps i could relate to her. The feeling of infatuation, hoping to become prettier. But i think what i could relate the most was trying to get better grades for him. I remembered in sec 1 when i got 3.5 i thought it was really good, partly because ms or praised me for it. But when i heard that he 3.8 i worked so hard that i finally got 3.8 for eoy. I wonder what he got then?

And i remember, always pretending to walk pass his class just to get a glimpse of him. But it didn't really work out, because it would have been too obvious, but what's more, i didn't have any reason to be loitering around there. It's three years going on four i wonder if he ever felt the same way about me before. It's such a long time, i wonder if it's because of regret that i still think of him or what. I do like to meet him in school, getting rare nowadays, but then it's so weird, because i would take a detour, and perhaps my imagination, he would avoid me too. What does this amounts to? We have never ever really spoke in real life. at least nam did. But whatever the case, i seem to enjoy crying. Crying seems to be a really good way of releasing emotional stress and in some way, make me happier.

2011-03-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog out of boredom. I almost didn't blog for one year already, but i was really very busy. I really should be doing my homework, especially math. Yet, i am not, and have no mood to do so. I hope i don't fail the coming math test.

Talking about results, i only got 2 As out of 11 subjects this term. What the hell? This is simply atrocious. What's worst is that the rest are all c6. bad. really bad. At this rate, i am not going to be promoted. As i can probably tell, this blog is my ranting ground for poor results. As usual.

I am going to sleep. I spent 5 hours trying to summarise my physics maglev article, so damn tired and worn. I shall sleep till 8.30 then go and do my work. The laptop is running low on battery. Bye.

2010-06-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

This is my first attempt blogging with my iPad. It's a little harder to type but more convenient when it comes to surfing the net. But anyway, that's not the point. I am blogging for my experience at bsp camp.

Bsp was ok. Quite high, I had much fun, I managed to finish one of my txy writeup with zhangying. Hwachong boys were quite childish, but bearable, or at least I try to make myself believe so. Yeah, actually they were quite fun, except for one that I keep hitting the nail with.

Anyi was my roommate. Quite interesting, I was unable to sleep as well as her, so I saw her slept instead. She was quite hardworking too. While I was rushing my txy script, she was able to do a fair amount of chem mole concept worksheet. The last night was quite fun. We all gathered at zhangying and ziying's room to chat till one. It was nice just to talk. Did I forget to mention that we also won "best performance award"? Yay, I think that rv people are quite good in behavior, at least we didn't embarrass ourselves like those of the other school.

The experience was pretty good, some of the talks were quite interesting. But I slept in others too. The sport school was quite nice. Nuts, there are two competition pools within the school and is indoor.

I have nothing else to say already, other than *chuckles* that my intuition was right and wish that co concert progress smoothly.

2010-05-30T12:07:00.005+08:00

I'm bored. I seriously can't find myself anything to do. I am getting so bored that i am doing random stuff like typing any random celebs that comes to my mind into wikipedia to glimpse at their biography, but it is not entertaining me.

Went out again yesterday to hunt for my bag. I really liked the timbaland khaki green one, but my mum chided me for having expensive taste. Perhaps i'm getting more superficial or materialistic, i feel like owning something expensive. While everybody seems to settle for what they like, why do i have to always settle within a budget?

Seriously a bag pack is not that cheap. Saw several, almost wanted to buy, but it doesn't please my mum because it is not practical. And when i finally saw one--not exceptionally pretty but ok to settle since the long hunt--the zip is spoilt and there isn't another piece of that bag. Argh! frustrating.

Now boredom is seriously driving me nuts. What are the other people doing, i wonder? Everyone's not online. Oh, anyi is having lessons. Sian. Argh! I AM SO BORED. and NOTHING ENTERTAINS ME.

2010-05-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

I have decided to blog after exactly two months of hiatus. What a long period. The new system of exams, aka the one spread over a month, has taken it's toil on me. and i have yet to recovered from it, thus i am still quite tired.

In addition, after the exams, i'm also quite busy. I believe i have never been so hardworking for CO before. I practically practice everyday and i keep listening to small white veggies that it is now incessantly ringing in my ears, or at least i think so. Now we have this bicul dance that i really quite enjoy doing because it's fun, but progress is slow and is hurting our class relationship. I was frightened out of my wits having one after another classmates blowing their tops today. Disturbing.

And i have got back several papers. --who gets 5Cs out of 10 subjects. but at least i got 2 secured A1s already, so i hope it's not so bad. I know i need instill the essence of mugging into my bones, but i can't bring myself to do it. I am such a lazy bone, unfortunately.

I hate sprinting approximately 500 metres. I came back with cramp legs and butt and suffered drinking concentrated milo. This has been a random post.

Ich hoffe, dass morgen schlafe ich nicht werde. Bicul dance will work out as much as possible before monday and the rest of my subjects, namely ss, chinese and biology will turn out nice and score at least B3, but i feel that's highly unlikely.

2010-03-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

txy! :D

txy rules man, even though i reach home everyday half dead. I feel quite wasted that i didn't go for the first day, because it's really quite enjoyable. Yesterday had this mini "press conference" and today had this outdoor interviewing experience. Even though i think my performance for both events are quite screwed, but i believe that it from this screw ups that i gain my learning experience. I really hope that i can persevere and stay dedicated to txy despite my busy schedule which is really weighing on me.

Love my group Qunying <3!>

It's friday and the end of this school holiday is closing in. I still have 9 undone homework. zzz ! :( the only thing that extremely ruin my mood-- worrying for undone homework. Seriously, i have nothing against homework, and i would really enjoy them if they are fun and less pressing for time, like physics project, but when you're pushed to meet the deadline, they really bloat your mind.

Tomorrow got BSP symposium and TXY final day camp, surely not time to do homework, so i'll be left to sunday, all 9. i am so screwed.

2010-03-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

Blogging while waiting for Down With Love to load. I'm absolutely addicted to it la. If my mum knows, she'll just smash the computer.

Anyway, today got CO camp, i was nearly ripped apart by the primary school kids.. but they are still so adorable. I remember my group de.. le xin, joey, liying, qwena, su ting, su min etc. :D

Then after that, me, wong zhen and shiyi went to take train. After shiyi alighted, wong zhen noticed this really shuai guy sitting opposite us, then she ask me shuai a not. At first glance, i thought he looked rather weird from side view. Then he turned around and stole my heart away. haha. Then me and wongzhen keep peeking at him, then let him caught la! Then that sickening guy, was like trying not to laugh. zzz. Then wongzhen was like "eh, xinyi! lend me your camera." Then i was like "Eh, cannot la. Don't gou zai people." "Eh, seriously, singapore very rarely got such shuai guys. "Then finally i gave in to her, then there's this fat man in the way. After that he alighted at commonwealth, then we were both absolutely depressed.

I think under wong zhen's influence, i am getting more hua chi, just like her.

Uploading photos on facebook. :D

2010-03-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Boo! I'm 15 already. Why must i grow up so fast? I like to remain childish. The last hours of my birthday, so i must post despite that i have not completed my biology.

Haiz, didn't see songle today, so felt very wasted, but German day was quite interesting, and i finally gotten to eat something after 3 years in third lang.

Anyway, last week songle make me very happy. i asked her "Do you want to spend time with me next week?"

"sure."

"do you know what important week is next week?"

"your birthday.."

"haha, you rememebered?"

"of course."

She's so lovely. Anyway, i failed english. but definitely one's luck is definitely better on their birthdays since i didn't fail math and managed to finish chinese test today. It's been quite a long time since i managed to finish chinese test la. But i need to do better because my gpa is 2.5 now, so it's really risky and i can't promote. zzz.

2010-02-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

Decided to blog again, since my blog has been dead close to 18 days. You can tell how no life i am becoming.. Haven't used the comp for 2 weeks :(

My life in school is still hectic, but that's beside the point. I am becoming very disturb that the 7 people behind me are trying to unearth me from my very nice seat. Weird people, you are all taller than me. If i sit behind, then i'll not be able to see instead, doesn't make sense to me.

I am becoming rebellious, leaving out a lot of homework nowadays. However when i'm free and attempt to do them, i realise i don't know what are they. They're just so negligible as homework, that you can't tell if it is really homework or not. It's really hard to trace, even from my friends who've done them.

Getting lazy after CNY. Feeling tired easily and getting fatter. gosh, bleahs! Saw Malvern at moelc today, it's the first time. He's wearing long pants. I feel awkward seeing guys wearing long pants at this moment, probably because i'm just too use to seeing shorts.

Reading my blogpost makes me feel absolutely ashamed of my low calibre in english writing, but i am not good at writing.

2010-01-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

Gosh, i am like dead tired now. Went Taman Jurong CIP since 7 plus, 5.50 then came back. So we went a few blocks carrying the stuff down. Very heavy. luckily got boys, peiquan and daniel help us and yuhui that we summon now and then, or once. don't know.

Brought the things back to taman jurong cc. Helped to sort the clothing. there were many bags, than we dumped 2/3 away give the garang guni, still got damn a lot. still got a lot to sort, so i decided to stay on and help. i somewhat enjoy doing cip like this. With the sec 4s, sorted carton and carton of clothings. Saw one that i like, so i took it back. My nose finally cannot take, and i kena allergy.

Now having a bad case of allergy. sian. my nose is like a hose.

2010-01-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog while letting my comp lag. I am so exhausted and i feel like i am falling apart. I am feeling so tired now that i really feel like sleeping and is in no mood for work.

Apparently, many people get very short-tempered after studying for long hours. I think the lesson after lunch was really torturous as it is warm and the lessons are long, thus i find my concentration to be deviated.

I don't think i'll have anytime to practice yangqin tonight and shall have my head screamed off by zls tomorrow, thus ruining another day again.

Still doing homework. signing off. hope com don't lag! my time is precious.

2010-01-17T13:50:00.002+08:00

Why must all the homework cause me to think so hard?

Why can't the teachers assign homework that don't require me to think at all?

Why must do newspaper article?

Why have i forgotten to bring back my newspaper?

Why do i left 5 homework undone even when my homework momentum started on friday?

Why must today be Sunday?

Why must i go to school tomorrow?

Why why why?

2010-01-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

I feel so depressed recently and i just keep entertaining nonsensical thoughts..

Due to my probably still quite mild case of depression, i'm getting forgetful. Yesterday i forgot to bring home my wallet from school, today forgot my CO costume.

So thankful that coordinate geometry is finally over. I'm totally dying from it. I so expect my results to plunge like i don't know what... below the earth's crust? However ironically, i got the bicul scholarship. So weird, i felt that i screwed the interview. Since i got it, i decided to accept it. Perhaps junyu knocked sense into me, even though her words ain't pleasant at all.

Rehearsals today screwed any good mood that i can possibly have. Thus, i'm forsaking my homework due to obvious reasons. I want to gourge now :( i know it sounds disgusting, but it makes me feel better. My dad is going to scold me, saying that it's not an excuse.

2010-01-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

I finally have chance to blog for the first time this year. It was a struggle this week. A lot of things to adapt to, whether i like it or not. Like what Mrs Lim said, it's not pure torture, it's sheer torture. This may sound pathetic, but the only things that motivates me and gets me going is probably coming home early to watch Cruel Temptation or to sleep.

An abrupt uptake of more subjects is more that what i had expected, especially when the subjects are not progressively hard, but one notch higher. With a new principal, we probably have to change our systems and studying policies, which is to make our subjects harder, i think. Maths can totally kill me. I can't believe that i sat at the dining table for the whole day just to think of 2 questions. It's simply ridiculous and totally explains why i haven't been coming online for the whole week.

My new class feels totally alienated to me, with all the high achievers that grasp the concepts upon seeing it. It is either they are the aliens, or i am the one. But i feel determine to catch up with them, to train myself to be better at catching the whole idea.

Muisock told me the scholarship results are out. It is affirmative that 17 people got it, which means half the class. Although, i am not really keen on getting it as i'll be tied to conditions, not getting it will land me in depression knowing of my incompetence, especially when half the class got it.

2009-12-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of 2009..

I still have not finish my homework, but am looking awfully forward for the coming year. Well, we should always look forward and not dwell on the past.

Still, there's some past that's worth reminiscing.

January to April, OM and Chem Comm. Thanks bernice, hanee, andy, yiming, jiaying, ms wong and mr seetoh for giving me the experience. For all the effort we put in preparing, it was worth it, because it's truly unforgettable. I really had fun preparing the props.

Chem Comm. Jiaying, Waneu, Zixin, sec 4 team and mdm ong. Although we were kick out in the preliminaries, there's still much that i learnt from this competition and the knowledge that i gained is truly invaluble.

May to Dec, a whole year of academic. All of us were studying hard so that we can get the subjects that we like. Songle and Grace for being there always. Yiming, zixin, jiaqi for teaching math and science. Junyu, renfei for persisting german, although we regretfully may have to drop

Nilar and emily for walking ECP with me even though it took hours. Yangqin section for teaching me patiently even though i am so slow with rhythm, yixin for being there, always waiting, lending a helping hand, counsellor. Lihan too.

Teachers esp Mr Hung, ZLS HLS, mdm ong for giving me a lot of chances and experience.

That's all. have a great year ahead people.

2009-12-28T23:12:00.003+08:00

2nd post today, so unusual. but i feel the need to post. really depressed now, feel like crying. I always hoped that i can learn the ropes about writing an emo post, like from li han, to vent of the frustrations that i have accumulated within me and yet, with its added tint of logic that people do not understand. oh what am i talking about? <--- that was what i was talking about. get it? no? yes?

where's this unknown sadness coming from..?

anyway, told li han some deep thoughts yesterday. he counselled me a little, which made me felt better for a moment. but for now, i am a whole lot more embarrassed. why did i tell him those things?

some deep thoughts are just meant to be kept within and suppressed, aren't they?

2009-12-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

I'm totally jealous with the attention thenghou is showering on wanqing. :/ tag her so many times, also didn't tag me one time.. what friend.. hahaa. just joking la. (don't be angry, if you see)

anyway, went to JP again today. wanted to go back to school to get Big Walk stuff, but too lazy. had lunch, all the girls were late, so i was having lunch alone with four guys, but of course, it didn't disturb them, because they see me as a GUY. so the girls came, and i skipped movie, went for slight shopping, bought some stuff and homed.

Wanted to do my homework today. but couldn't bare to touch it. yucks, homework and that laoshe..

i was glad i pulled myself out before sinking too deep..

2009-12-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

Taken this at Jurong Point on wednesday after CO. Thought it was really cute. Actually, i wanted to take picture with him de, but i was in school uniform, so damn paiseh, if i did la. Anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I had a great day for christmas today. Met thenghou, thengjuay, wei, junxiang, wanqing and yixuan, today at pasir ris park. We didn't do much, except play a lot of basketball and ate a little. but don't know why, felt really happy and had lots of fun today. Thanks a lot for organising, guys!

Another thing that made me happy today is i finished the christmas essay! the perfect gift for christmas day.

Nights.

2009-12-20T23:45:00.004+08:00

this is a delayed post. actually wanted to post yesterday morning, but i was dragged along to the market by my mum to do grocery shopping for just now party.

so anyway, i spent friday night/sat morning reading kira's lovessays blog. One particular story about the author's father and the taxi money left some food for thought for me. So a brief summary: The author's father just came from the village into town and refuse to take a cab because taking a cab is expensive. So, the author hired a cab, promised the driver $25 and told the driver to bluff the dad that it only takes 2.50 to ride a cab, told him the reason as well. So when the cab reached, the driver refused to accept the money from the author because he say that his dad also came to the village and refused to take cab, finding it expensive. When probed further, the author learnt that the driver's dad met with a car accident because he walked home instead of taking a cab.

It reminded me about what my dad says about expiry date for everything, indeed, there's really duration limitations to what we can do. so most important must 活在当下, 自爱 and care for those around us as much as we can while we still have the abilities. It also refreshed the guilt i had for shouting at my granddad. i have never done that before, and i hope i never will again. As much as i would like to apologise, just couldn't find the courage, but being my granddad, he easily forgave me.

Okay, so on a less serious tone, went library with li han yesterday afternoon. He's suppose to help me with math, but in the end, he guessed all the answers and not helpful at all. XD Instead, i think we talked more. I really enjoyed talking to li han. Each time i talked to him, i found him more mature in his thoughts and i think for the first time, i spoke lesser and listen more, i felt so proud. but it's nice listening to him talk. This time talking to him, i found out he's volleyball captain. lols, didn't know it before, we also talked about taking O' as private candidate. Personally, i feel just because we're taking IP, doesn't mean we should be deprive of taking our O, instead it is no harm at all since even if we fail, our JC education will still be there with us. Stayed for about 3 hours plus, talking, listening and working on my newspaper article.

After that we stood up and walked to the interchange together. He's super tall now can. And i feel so pressurised standing next to him. Haha. Then keep looking up and staring at his face then look down and laugh, also don't know why i keep laughing, but i kept thinking that he looked like a giraffe. At night went to supermarket, clinged on my dad's arm and felt that he's short, because li han so tall.

Today: nothing much but just go ntuc in the morning, busied with grocery shopping, busied with party prep and busied clearing up. sian.

Some grumbling: mum don't allow me to go out unless i finish my homework and read my course work beforehand. sian, i've got 25th and 28th waiting for me.

2009-12-17T23:26:00.007+08:00

oh yeah, since i have the time, i want to come up with my 2010 resolutions. Think early, start early. so here goes nothing:

1. Contacts!!!

2. 3.7 gpa that means more A1s

3. Go up the stage for prize presentation, any reasons also can.

4. Win something in some competition

5. get myself fluttery. lols

when i think of more, i'll add to the list, but that's all for now.

so let's review what i achieved in 2009.

1. maintain 3.5 gpa overall

2. I think my yq got improve.

3. my homework quality is passable.

4. teachers; no big love, no big hate

5. not sure if i am a better person.

6. Joined chemistry communication challenge - brush out

7. Joined odyssey of the mind- brush out

8. Joined eheritage competition for SWD - won 2nd. argh, finally!

what i did not achieve:

1. no 4.0 gpa, but no chance le

2. never go for yq exams

3. didn't reach 48. haiz.

overall, still ok la, but the 48 haiz, i am not a persistent person.

2009-12-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

haiz, i decided to put the tagboard back again, because i feel lonely, lols. Can't believe i am like so fickle in my decisions. But i really need to see tags, and nobody bothers to use the comment thing, unlike huang bin.

anyway, huang bin say he is not use to my chinese post..which means what? my chinese too pro or too sucky? ok i think is the latter, since he's like from hwa chong, damn zai.

PS. to tell you the truth, that post was actually 2 homework and 1 blogpost. see, what a lazy person i am, fancy submitting the same piece of work to different teachers XD. okay maybe to some of you, kinda of obvious right? i am not those kind of lengthy blogger who can go on to thousand words about how they feel and how their day went. I am no match. nights.

2009-12-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

我刚从《早报逗号文化船》之营归来。既然这个营主要的沟通语言是华语，我就以华文来分享在这艘船上的过程和经历。《早报逗号文化船》之营总共维持了4天3夜，从12月9日到12月12日。乘坐的船是《天秤星》号。

第一天，我们在海港湾群体集合上船，在那遇到先前报馆遇见的组员。我们连吹灰之力都不必费上，谈个两下子就发现大家非常投机，谈得来。这时，我们的组长就拿着一叠的卡和护照分发给我们。我们拿获房卡或“swipecard” 后，大家就非常的忙，和彼此对房卡，看自己会与谁共用一间房。似乎大家都找得到室友，除了我以外。但不必担心，因为马上就会登船进房放下东西。那时就可以看到自己的室友了。

登上船后，听了通讯员的指示，去找房间。找到房间，发现门是敞开的，里头已坐着我其中两个室友了。其实，第一眼看到时，感到好失望，因为房间出乎我预料的狭窄，还要与三个室友共用，觉得自己好倒霉，其它组别都两人一房。我们最后的室友终于出现时，第一句说的话就是“我要换房间。”然后身后冒出了另一个女生——林乐乐。她是我们的新室友。其他两个室友分别叫耔晴和杰宁。我们快快的换上分红“制服” “制服”是发下来的两件T恤，分别为粉红和蓝色，这大概是让通讯员们容易在其他乘客中把我们辨认出来。

我们的第一站就是在名为“galaxy of the stars” 的一个厅。在那里主要的活动就是听特别嘉宾贸工部兼新闻、通讯及艺术部政务次长陈振泉致词，享用茶点招待，和上摄影课。陈次长在文化船启航仪式上讲话时，赞赏《早报逗号》和丽星邮轮公司为我们中学生举办的海上文化之旅。他的一句“文化是民族的灵魂，传统是社会的支柱”令我印象深刻。

享用茶点后，我们就上了船上的第一堂讲座。讲者是《我报》摄影师李欣赏。他与我们分享他的作品，工作的需求，摄影上的技巧如拍照时灯光和不同的角度的重要性。这有利于我们过后拍下活动的画面，当作纪念。听过他的“要拍的美，就去找自然光”的理论后，我们一群女生就迫不及待，看到那里有光，就疯狂地自拍起来。

晚餐在一个中华料理餐馆，食物还好。过后，我的组“水秤座” 就约好在甲板一起练要在最后一晚“船长之夜”晚会上所要呈现的舞蹈。不擅长于舞蹈的我，起初感到非常吃力，但熟练后，非常有满足感。大家去吃宵夜后，就解散，各自回到自己的房间。我没有因为四个人挤在狭窄的房间而到耿耿于怀，因为我发现，四个人有四个人的乐趣。那天晚上，我们的空调刚好坏了，大家觉得好闷，难以忍受。我们就决定打给柜台，请他们请人来维修空调。哪知，一等就等上一个多小时。幸好有耔晴不断的闹笑话，把我们沉重的心情提了起来。

空调，凌晨两点才修好。隔天，大家在清晨依依不舍地离开了被窝。到甲板那儿坐早操。早餐后，就要马上上一堂关于戏剧的讲座，由"海燕等人"剧团艺术总监林海燕为我们上课。在课上，我们谈到了戏剧的元素和观看了她的作品，发现了不久前曾在我校任职的陈宛诗老师是剧中的女主角。一身的幼稚穿着，加上两个大马尾，真是认不出啊！戏剧实在太神奇了！

船抵达了靠近吉隆坡的巴生港口。大家陆陆续续的下船乘搭巴士到交流学校，光华独中。在那里，我认识到独中和政府学校的不同之处，采用了美国学校的“3+3”制度。三年初中（等于我们中一到中三）和三年高中（中四到初二）。光华独中也因为没有受到政府的资助，辛酸建校的故事令我感到心酸。当然，交流肯定包括与当地学生说话。从他们口中认识学校生活。但因为主流语言是华语，讲着标准华语，让我们讲话时，感到非常压力，为我们时不时突然冒出的英语感到自卑。

光华独中还请我们吃午餐，是美味可口的干捞巴生肉骨茶，味道与新加坡的截然不同，但吃起来非常合口味。天下没有不散之宴席，临走时，看到光华的学生热情地送飞吻向我们道别的一幕实在太感动又好笑。

晚餐我们在船上的一间意大利餐馆吃。又闹出笑话了。看到一桌的餐具，不知要从何开始。结果还是由上过礼仪课程的莱佛士女生琬瑄来教我们。晚餐非常的好吃。晚上的节目就是观看结合中国舞蹈，马戏，街舞的一场表演。过后练舞，再去看一场魔术表演。非常叹为观止，也使我百思不得其解，让我觉得很奇妙。

第三天，我们一早就到了槟州华人大会堂进行交流。槟州华人大会堂属下的学校都一一为我们表演。我们这团也不例外，派了“校园superstar”的参赛者丁文淞上台唱“如燕”，轰动全场。他们也请我们吃当地美食。百闻不如一尝，槟州叻沙真的好好吃。过后带我们到两间庙和土产店。在土产店，大家在里面挤得水泄不通。拿好多包的土产，好像都是免费的。

回到船上，大家快快地洗刷，筹备晚上的晚会。女生打扮得十分艳丽，男生穿着帅气，大家去吃晚餐，然后参加舞会。舞会上大家轮流跳舞，献歌，玩游戏。游戏当然少不了文化成分，我也因此学到“輕舟已過萬重山”的上一句是“兩岸猿聲啼不住”。人们形容女子长得漂亮，往往用“闭月羞花之貌，沉鱼尽雁之容”来比喻。这“闭月、羞花、沉鱼、落雁” 分别指的是中国的四大美女——貂婵，杨贵妃，西施，王昭君。那晚大家都玩得很愉快。我们还精力充沛，换上便装后玩上三个小时的扑克牌，直到凌晨三点才睡。

隔天一早，吃完早餐后就赶着上舞蹈课。教我们的是"O剧场当代舞团"创办人陈君明和两位助教。这还是我生平第一次上舞蹈课，感觉还挺不错的。我们学习如何呼吸，摆动肢体，学习韵律，过后觉得肌肉都很松弛，很舒服。上过舞蹈课后，就是时候上南洋艺术学院作曲系毕业生梁洁莹的歌词欣赏和创作办。原来梁洁莹也是立化的校友。她拿了不同时代的歌词作为例子，告诉我们歌词创作好像作文，要明确带出时间地点，把握好“起，承，转，合”的步调并且注重语言的乐感——平仄合辙韵。

上完全部的课，大家赶紧回房收拾行李，然后再次集合，等待解散。这时大家都感到依依不舍，交换了联络号码和电邮，拍照留念。这次的文化船令我获益不浅。与来自不同中学的学生一起同行，交流，玩游戏，上课，可以从他们身上学到课业上还没接触到的新知识，让我学了很多，所以我非常庆幸自己有这样的一次机会。

2009-12-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

i'm tired.

Went to the new school today. Still find it hard to accept. I know i am a rigid person. Songle and i got lost. Zixin came to our rescue and bring us there. haha. thanks.

Slacked at songle's house rather than did anything at all.

2009-12-04T16:20:00.003+08:00

Today's a gloomy day, dull mood. I was so bored, the people i want to talk to on msn are either away, busy or offline on a holiday trip, right lihan? and some, i simply have no guts to start a conversation, also don't know what to say after "hi".

I spent the morning surfing the net and the afternoon watching another movie about irrevocable love, painted skin aka 画皮. I think it's rated or something, but i feel that the content is okay for my age, so if you want to watch, can search on youtube the whole movie.

It's a good movie, the effects and the storyline are good. I watch till cry. I am so weird, always watching love movie, and crying my heart out. It's a way to make me feel better, i guess. Somehow, everytime i cry, the frustrations i have seems to have flowed along with the wasted tears.

But what made me cry, i wonder? It definitely takes more than unconditional love scenes to move me, or does it? Weird, and now i am sitting in front of the computer screen thinking about painted skin, mulan and ponder about myself. Who am I? and what am i made of? Frankly, i don't think i know myself well enough. what kind of person am i?

Anyway, go watch painted skin on youtube and mulan in the cinema. tschus.

PS. should i put a tagboard? but life without tagboard is good. I don't need to care what people has to say about my life. But without it, the blog seems to be missing something.

2009-12-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

Haha. Phineas and Ferb ^ my favourite cartoon for the past year.
a 104 days of summer vacation...like maybe...a world of possibilities.
Actually wanted to do a skin on it, but two years didn't have contact, totally rusty, so gave up.

Anyway, Junxiang, Wanqing and Yixuan finally came back today. But haiz, if you haven't already known, my mum banned me and my sis from going to thengh's house. And to make matter worst, Junxiang's sick. So in the end, the gathering was cancelled. Trust thenghou to be so calm about it. He's weird, always so calm and compose, even when scolding people like wei :D. But wei forgot about me. D:

Anyway, now i am feeling incredibly guilty about it. Because i was the one who suggested, the one who can't go. I feel so sorry for making thenghou and his mum work for nothing. so guilt-ridden. So i guess, the only way is if they come over to play next time, i sponsor?

Anyway, i have this weird this urge to change blog url to : bananabridges.bs.
random, i know, but what do you think? I think it sounds nice. Li han was dissing it on msn about how lame it is. haha. then i replied saying i won't give emo urls like kissed-goodbye. other than kissed, still can waved, say, hug, bade ar.

Goodnight.

2009-12-02T10:53:00.002+08:00

green clovers. twisted fingers. crossed hearts.

Feeling damn heavy-hearted today. I need to calm myself down. Still haven't get and answer from my parents. They didn't give a direct answer, but a statement. what do they mean by that? hmm.

Anyway, went to watch Mulan yesterday. I don't know how to describe, but it's a good show. Really nice, but after watching it, i feel an unknown melancholy. why? I think the prince and mulan very sweet. Maybe because they couldn't end up together made me so sad. I kept thinking about it all night. Anyway, after the movie, went to look for my sis and mum in 2012. We sneaked in and watched the ending. Another show left much food for thought for me to think about. Reached home close to one. Was still thinking about mulan. Woke up at a record breaking time this morning. 6.50am. earliest throughout this holiday so far. ate breakfast and ransack the whole newspaper to brush up on my current affairs. Still not really hopeful about today. Why am i so down today? so pessimistic. so not me.

Took one hour plus to arrange my portfolio. a lot of participation certs.

yixin told me to go early. she went in 20 minutes before time.

wish me luck, lots. green clovers. twisted fingers. crossed hearts. bye.

2009-12-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

2009-11-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

i decided to blog about my china trip right now while waiting for the subjects to come out, but i am not really hopeful that it will come out tonight.

Anyway, oh papa drove us to the airport on the night of the departure. We took an overnight flight to shanghai pudong airport. Then i was like "ooh nice, there are kids too." after seeing our tour group people.

So first day was naturally very tired since all of us didn't have a goodnight sleep. We went to take the maglev, the damn fast train. Actually, i feel that it's like no big deal la, just moving damn fast and overtaking all the tiny cars along the expressways. I wanted to sleep, but than so fast can, 8 minutes reach already. But the tickets not cheap. dunno is it 40 or 80 rmb which in both case are still expensive.

After that we went to some commercial building called the 环球金融中心. I think it's 101 storey. something like that. So damn cold la, i can't even look up. shivering like what. So after that we continued to go to shopping destinations, nanjing road and chenghuangmiao in shanghai. I was so freaking tired, i was practically sleep walking my way through the sale signs. So nothing much to buy, the weather was cold, so there's not much mood to shop, we all go and hide in Mcdonalds. haha. Then we go buy food, because the itinerary said that lunch was not provided, but the tour guide mixed up and already book the restaurant. So we ate and hopped up the bus to go to zhouzhuang. then reach the hotel, absolutely exhausted la, i didn't even undress all those sweaters, just lay down and fell asleep. We met at lobby at 5 plus for dinner. lols, the whole town no electricity, so we had candlelit dinner. That's about it, since the night has fallen at 5, and everywhere was engulfed in darkness. It was totally pitch-black, so we had to postpone our tour.

Went back and slept somemore, from 8 to 8. niceeee:D

Second day went to see zhouzhuang then move to wuxi, see that tai hu and the garden. It's damn big. It's size is the size of 4 singapore. third day, Pearls. My mum went to get them. waste money can? then they let as try the pearl cream or dunno what. looks difficult and a hassle to use. Then went to see some grandfather and grandchild bridge. We moved on to suzhou. Our first stop was at some museum, so go in see see and take a lot of pictures of the artifacts. I thought the guide was china fanatic and really big time masochist though. China left and right. Anyway, it was that day that i got to know all the kids. Junxiang, Wanqing, Yixuan, Thenghou, Thengjuay and Thengwei. Nice people, lols. We played cards. lots.

2009-11-14T15:16:00.001+08:00

WT. I am like extremely devastated now.
I can't button up my pants.
AND THE PANTS IS NOT EVEN WORN BEFORE
haiz.
This fat business is killing me.

2009-11-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Just came back from class chalet yesterday. It was quite fun, but everything was rather a mess, especially the house. I bet is all zhang shi min's fault (:D point fingers) because all the drink bottles were lying around and his legs were extremely dirty. The first day, i rushed after CO. I was completely and absolutely famished, hoping to have something to eat when reached there and guess what? the fire wasn't even started. Had to get two of rachel's friend to help, edwin and that carrot peeling guy, i can't remember his name. But gosh, he was really good at what he was doing. He even helped with the celery. haha. I left at 11pm, because i got class the next day. Then my heartless friends, they know themselves, left me to walk all my way back to the mrt station from the chalet which was freaking far, plus, i didn't know my way around and got lost. That's why i reached the mrt station late and missed the last train. My dad had to come get me. and i reached home at 1.

The 2nd day. two words: DAMN FUN!
I reached there and immediately went swimming with songle. The swimming pool has a slide, then i kept sliding it and keep screaming (for the sake of it) like the slide was some kind of thrilling ride, i met lok hang there. His class also got chalet. Erm i think 2L also. so coincidental. But next week half the sec 2 levels are having chalet i think. That's even more pro.

We went back for a while then went out to rent bikes to go to e-hub, because it's such a long way and shun4 bian4 buy food for my classmates. quite hard to ride lar, the bicycle. Songle was so threatened by me can. Anyway, junyu mixed up the orders, and we went all chaotic. So we decided to cook and everyone pang seh us, go 2E -.-

Night, they all come back and we played crazily. Games behind closed doors. The most crazy stuff i have ever done in my life. It was extremely fun (thought i am embarrass to admit), but i don't think i have the guts to play it anytime soon again. Some of the things i did including kissing zixin's eyes and nose, ride on heichak's shoulder and being piggybacked, licking xuke's face eew. Disgusting but fun. and we had laughs. Junyu kissed JQ is it? jiaqi wear songle swim suit damn funny. haha LOLS. Then Songle, me junyu played poker until 3. ZSM lar, keep waking up, scare me sia. Then that JQ, act cool lar, ask him don't act sleep outside, go in to the room and sleep, don't want, midnight come running in. haha.

At night, i snuggle with songle in the same bed. Then she say can make up for our missing west malaysia. haha. It was damn cold, and i cuddled into a ball, other than that, both of us slept real well.

2009-10-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

heh. I got back my results today. what am i going to do? *sobs*. Gosh, you know i was absolutely devastated when i got back physics. My physics was nothing like i had expected (bad way) c5 leh. :/ WTH plus my bio, still C5 leh. lucky my first half year not so bad, but it pulled down my overall.

so here's a gauge of my crappy results.
German - 4
Language Arts - 3/3.5
Chinese - 3/3.5
Math - 2.5/3
Science - 3/3.5
History - 3/3.5
Geography - 4

so lowest possible gpa is 3.3
highest poss is 3.5

(overall lar, that it. what should i do?)

2009-10-21T18:14:00.006+08:00

Oh i like the Marina Barage learning journey today. It was pleasantly enjoyable.

Yeah, all of us were completely nuts. In truth we started our uno obsession in class, and kept playing all the way on the bus and along as we arrived at the marina barage. Then junyu, songle grace, they were taking turns taking the decks.

Yeah, so here we're in the galleries of the marina barage. Quite interesting inside. Got this interesting thing like a neoprint set up that can choose background all that. so cool lar. Too bad we didn't have time to try as we or rather I, was brutally shoved forward by the boys. They are really kind of rude.

This is all of us on the screen stepping on the ground. We're stepping on singapore. This is quite creative.

Me and Grace x2

Than we went to this place, you know the national day theme song film here one? Looks beautiful, the scenery, nothing like the photograph. It was really near, big. nice. Omg! It was pretty. So we sat down for another romantic game...OF UNO.. again. But so romantic right? against the wonderful view.

Our Very own barage.

2009-10-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

从前...
有只老鼠真可恶
不会做人不自动
令人看了就想吐
老鼠脸孔死鱼眼
大家看了不顺眼
跟屁虫随来随去
跟来跟去没主见
昨天家政不要脸
人家好心你像狗
只会狗咬吕洞并
说出那么一句话
难道你要留下洗
我听了就不过硬
这句话什么意思
这只老鼠真可恶

today sucked. I got really bad results. What am i going to do? huh? so far, i can't get A out of anything yet. Not even an A1. and to make matter worst, there's this irritating person that makes me damn irritated.

2009-10-14T21:30:00.003+08:00

Good day to you, i hope, because mine was not.

Extremely disappointed that i got such lowly disgusting marks for math P1 (30 something, barely pass), though i saw it coming with the 20 marks worth questions not done.
Other than that, the day in school was a bore while i tried to indulge myself in the chinese version of Matilda, sleep in class and get frantic over wayang kulit.

Wayang Kulit was kind of a mess as we did "last minute" work like what waneu said. Thanks a lot for saying that. Keep "you all", i rather you had helped us out a little more than just saying. Nevertheless, we still got some compliments, surprisingly, and the credits go to ... meredith and waneu. *praises for your good performance*

After school was beach cleaning with CO. didn't know why we picked up so many cigarette buds. MS was kind of tired of it i guess, and she just closed one eye about it. I believed SH and I picked more than a hundred. Wow, so amazing!

Then i took a freaking long bus (65) to orchard. I needed to submit me application for Fit in Deutsch 2. The application is closing tomorrow and i don't think i can make it. So i have no choice and did it today.

I attempted to lian my gz today. It was kind of screwed with my rusty fingers. But again, i wasn't good to start with. As much as i want to achieve perfection, i could never, so yeah, very bu4 fu2. (uncontented.)

Anyway, some random pictures posted today.

Class Tee. Didn't really like it at first look, but i guess wearing, seeing and getting accustomed to it, sets you loving it. (PS. me wearing it. DO NOT LAUGH. i think i look unproportionate.)

Front

Back

Family photo downstair my house, 11/10

Some sparkler display this guy called Javier (aka. my sis nemesis) made for me. It's suppose to have my initials, i don't think you can make out in all that smoke and burnt out sparklers though, but i really love it, especially the red and green. A nice shade of colours.

Goodnight :)

2009-10-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

:D exams over le. I was extremely stress last fri. I did really badly for chinese, 缩错段落. damn jialat, extremely undesirable plus, because i wanted to do 长文缩短. i gave up 10 marks of questions.

Then i become super hardworking over the weekends, doing 5 test papers. lol. Guess what? exams all never come out, all come out stats, i was like flabbergasted. Hmm. big words. Now i am like so certain i don't want to get back ANY test papers.

Unfinished papers include math p1, geog, chinese
screwed papers math p2(dunno how to do), history, don't know what is repression, lang arts, screwed vocabulary plus reader response. haiz.

But there's something to look forward to, and that is tomorrow's badminton game. Great chance to 减肥. I want to be 48!

2009-10-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

“Fifteen more minutes.”
What did he say?
Attention, I did not pay.
Oh right, I get it.

I lift it up and press it down.
I glance up, tick-tock…
Hey, I don’t remember it so heavy.
Face down, not so kindly
Are little Chinese characters
I have taken too lightly.

Racing,
I allowed myself to scrawl
And all over my paper,
I let it sprawl.

People have changed to lead
But I am still stuck with ink
Oh shit,
Was all I could think.

2009-10-09T20:08:00.003+08:00

I decided to update my blog for fun, since it's dead for so long. Today is a downright unlucky day, so i am not feeling very happy.

I finished my last second paper and i completely screwed it. (btw. it's chinese. supposedly to be my forte.) I'm just here watching A1s fly. bye bye my 3.6

Went to eat Macs with grace and songle. I ordered ICE milo which i immensely regretted. I shouldn't be drinking but i did. So now my abs are like suffering. It's super pain and i feel paralysed. I can't do anything except typing and groan in agony.

Hope my luck and days changes over the weekend and my last paper hold a glimmer of hope for me to catch a glimpse of 3.6. Oh, my 3.6!

2009-09-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

I decided to relate my whole week. Really very interesting. (in descending order)

5/9/09

Today we had HSK. i thought it was quite manageable. Thank god. but i the listening compre very boring so i slept and anyhow did.

4/9/09
We went to ECP to do beach cleaning kind of slack. (Yes! skipped CO, i also never practice anyway.) I shall leave out the part about Zhang Shi Min throwing sand at me making me eat it resulting me to be freaking pissed off and poured water dows is head.

Instead i shall emphasised how long the walk was from area G to C. plus those HDB blocks to the bus stop. I think we were realised at 4.30. i reached home at 8.

3/9/09
Swimming. went home, slack. no german today.

1/9/09
Today played badminton with songle zixian zixin wan eu yiming ivan rachel regine qinhui, and a badminton senior. Very fun. It was raining heavily lar. then we almost cannot play, because the court under renovation. but luckily can.. but qinhui and yiming got chased out. because they weren't wearing shoes. Henderson still the best. you don't wear shoe they also don't care. Then after that all of them go watch "the proposal" and i went home with regine. Great workout. it was fun. wonder i got thin down a not.

30/8/09
Today got teachers' day celebration. Me novia shao hao sharon went to buy cake. At Pat's patisserie. quite cheap. Amanda didn't come along because she takes 61 the wrong side. poor thing lar her, waste so much time. then we got the teachers to come out. But there's this increasing displeasure within me. why we cannot go in already huh? and the teachers got more and more students. too busy to occupy us. but glad that they like the cake anyway. the cake was nice. shall buy home for my family one day.

then me jas jess manda went to watch movie. "the proposal" then we were late for the first. so we opted for the second at 4.20. so we went to macs. told jess that i wanted to try shaker fries. never tried before you know. then she was so nice, she buy for me. then i keep koping. We were like talking and all, it was a really nice feeling to get back after a year plus. It's like we're missing so much of each other and everything comes spilling out. I think many people changed around us, but the four of us, still as stagnant as ever. It was a nice feeling. I feel very 温暖。

and anyway, the show was really nice. one of my favourite movies now. be sure to catch it! I hope we all can meet again real soon. It's like real nice to see each other again.

Then after that me jas

2009-08-26T22:53:00.004+08:00

today yiming moved. I bet he must be over the moon to go back to the embrace (touchable distance) of his lover. I've got some peace too. But kinda of boring without all that bicker. So i can't really decide if i hate him. But i know he surely hate me like mad.

Having some problems with physics. Mr Suria want to see me...bleahs?! i got see me leh!! My assignment is damn crap. all the light rays arrows point wrong direction. Am I not focused enough? Why nowadays my work no quality?

IF I GET 2Bs which i surely. i need to get all A1s to get 3.5 leh not possible one. like that my gpa no improvement.

for my personal recount, can't decide to write
zhiyin IV
OM
Chem Comm
American trip. bleahs. gonna need lots of time tomorrow.

2009-08-25T22:00:00.003+08:00

decided to update. Very long didn't update already. Exams coming soon, so probably won't blog so soon. Just want to remind myself on the practical joke grace played on me-.- the bird shit one.

Hate my chinese grades, kns. I doom get B4 liao. but i got Distinction for ICAS :D that's nice since i kept failing continuously since P3.

Looking forward to next tues badminton game and the not so forward looking physics theory. Haiz.

2009-08-04T17:57:00.003+08:00

I decided i want to blog. Really find no interest in blogging recently, because i am like having really bad mood. MC-ed today, so i am really bored.

My day was ruined right at the start in the morning. oh freak~ saw some stupid messages claiming how freaking irresponsible i was when i went to school yesterday.
FYI:
1. morning temperature taking, i have NO fever
2. didn't have cough flu until like end of Ms Teo's lesson, which is like about 1 hour to dismissal, if i go home, i need to get my parents, who are NOT flexible in working hours, unlike yours.
3. you have no rights to scold me. because you also come school half way and leave, claiming you're sick.
4. stop treating my like i get H1N1, it's not confirm. what if i don't? you want me to get it, is it?
5. I am not even eating Tamiflu!!!

on the whole, quite a nice day. manage to get lots of sleep, which i really appreciate, did my german e-learning and read a little on physics, don't want to lag because of my absence. must uphold to my A1 for science :)

Gonna do my chinese later, since i don't want to watch any tv anymore and IN CASE i can go to school tomorrow.
(need to block the letters of "in case" as apparently, some people doesn't know the meaning of in case.."

Ciaos! be jealous that i can stay at home and rest. I'll come back stronger in mental health. trust me.

haiz, but i am missing lots of lesson on bio and physics and math.

2009-07-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

There's a change today. In sitting arrangement. 张老师 help us change seats. Then i asked her if i could move in, as in the the middle row, then she put me last row-.- ok then somemore put me sit infront leh, then i scared people behind me cannot see, i think sit too close to screen also will get headache and then yeah you know why, if you're in my class. So, i volunteered to sit with Andy. I must be nuts. Anyway, i don't think there's such a thing as a perfect seat. Anyone who has common sense will come to deal with it. My seat is relatively hot and stuffy, and i am beside Andy, who may sing lullaby and hypnotise me to sleep or FART and suffocate me. But one thing good is, it's quiet no more boys, to come disturb, got grace and got yiming and andy to teach me math. i am really one who 不耻下问 not that i have anything to 耻 to begin with , but yeah, i won't feel pai seh i guess. I think Andy is relatively okay, but he's avoiding me, wth. The world has turned on another course already? There is really hot, so i am deciding to bring a portable fan. I sleep a lot in humid whether, esp, after recess?

2009-07-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

Anyway, this week quite tiring. I sleep in class many time, then today still let 张老师敲桌子 wth. my whole entire life also never before. Then yesterday german also. I was sleeping in frau quynh's class, skipped the whole part of ...what's that again? oh yeah, preposition auf, in/im, bei, an/am + dativ. bleahs. needa go look at it myself. she say i never do elearning. shall go check.

CCA started. Lokhang's out officially out i guess. CCA really wears me out, just like today. 庄老师was highly agitated. I really can't blame her. I am slow and retarded when it comes to rhythm and music. ms describe my behaviour as coming in 1/16 beat late. yeah 1/16. how to count. gosh. I come so tired, rested against the sofa to rest for a while and when i opened my eyes, it was 10 plus. I fell asleep.

Then Yixin treat me eat her muffin. Her 爱心 muffin is nice! really not bad, the next time i have home econs, i am going to give her one too. she's so lovely. I hope i can make muffin too.

Wed was the SC voting thing. I voted for 2A 2C Junyu Waneu 2J. Grace and songle are lovely friends. They know no one will vote for me so they vote for me, haha. Songle nil everything else. So patriotic right. They're so cute, i feel so blessed to have them

Tests: Biomedical science-okay; German - okay; Language Arts-poor! that one cannot make it lar. I think write out of point already T_T

2009-07-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

Grace told me that qin hui wants to me to do this quiz on her blog. shall i put the truth? but the the truth is cruel. forget it, i shall be lenient on my acid-tongue.

The person who asked me to do this : Qin Hui
2. His or her nick name : Don't think she has one
3. Your relationship with him or her : Classmates
4. Your first impression on him or her : Quiet type, closet person
5. The most memorable moment with him or her : German bus trips, make me know her better.
6.The most memorable thing you said to him or her : Can't think of one.
7. If him or her becomes your lover : This sounds wrong.
8. If him or her becomes your lover, What would you like him or her to improve on?: Up to her, i really have no power to control, do I? or i'll be called power-hungry.
9. If him or her becomes your enemy, What will you do?
It doesn't bother me, I guess. I don't think we were really on good terms in the first place, just amicable.
10. If him or her becomes your enemy, What will be the reason? : She decided so. I am always hated, I don't hate.
11. The most desired thing you want to do for him or her now are : tell her this. * (not sure what this is)
12. Your overall impression on him or her are : Closet, follow the flow, no opinion kind of person
13. The characteristic you love most about yourself : my self-esteem and confidence
14. The characteristic you hate most about yourself : looks
15. The most ideal person you want to be is : a 漂亮善解人意的美女。ahhaha. just joking
16. For people who care and like you, Say something to them : I love you too. babes, honeys and darlings!
17. Pass this quiz to 5 people who you want to know how they feel about you :
I don't really care what others think of me but,
grace
yixin
you can do this quiz if you're feeling random or bored.

2009-07-20T21:47:00.008+08:00

SSC CIP <3>

I am going to cancel my CIP from next week onwards. Decided to spend more time on academic stuff because i am going to really need a lot to bounce back up from the bottom. Anyway, here are some random photos taken for fun.

Songle: Still look so serious when taking joke photo.

Must learn from grace mah! she always get the effect. haha i bias. songle going to kill me. haha

Some 丑陋行为. i am so random. why am i kissing that stack of tromatroup( dunno is it like that spell but it's some optical illusion thing) like a stack of cash. I look money-faced.

I am the queen of gambler. haha. grace's set of troumatroup ace-poker cards. haha. sometimes(most of the time she quite creative lar. the balancing butterfly she made for me is very nice and vibrant.

Opposite our booth is this lift lobby. We took this for fun. I am the one in pe and bermudas. grace in school uni. so prim right?

Some exhibition we found while slacking during CIP.

Anyway, i think science centre CIP very fun leh. Got to play with many kids and babies, i can be nanny already. teach them how to colour and stuff, taught them how to love science, entertain them, feed milk (that particular zixuan, because yiming keep emphasising it.)

You know what? Maybe if yiming sees this, he'll laugh because i kept carrying the babies. You know right, actually the babies are quite smelly. They keep drooling, smelly but cute. then that zixuan vomit milk on me. Then got another kid go drool on my hand when i teach her how to colour. then when the mother not looking, i quickly wipe away on the baby clothes. haha.

seriously stink, but i love the feeling of carry babies, they always make me feel warm, tender. dig out the loving side of me maybe?

say, this week got lots of stuff. cca resume(unfortunately), got german test, bio test, lang arts test, ting xie, zuo wen, plus next week cmi math. hmm. tiring, but here i am slacking.

for more photos with quote. go see grace's blog @ fauxandfur

2009-07-10T22:14:00.002+08:00

heyyos:)
I think this week is rather relaxing, not too boring, that it becomes taxing and not taxing at all, so i didn't sleep, which is good.

I have been looking forward to tomorrow since the start of the week because there's CIP! omg i don't know why, but i love CIP. it rocks. Science centre rocks. I want to go science centre! I want to see Da Vinci exhibition.

okay, so some filling up for this week's detail. I can't remember what happened before wed, but anyway, this week don't have cca, so i went home early, like really early, i reach home around 2.30/40 like that.

Wednesday got to pay my mum's credit card bills then i saw this durian puff thing. Felt like eating so buy and eat. gosh very nice leh! then after that i take 851, at the junction stop beside 175, then saw yixin inside the bus reading something haha.

Yesterday, there was german. It was good, not like last week, lots of worksheet. More games and there was a talk about orang-utan in german. I think that finland-ish voice in english is really nice! Yeah came back home late, bathed like around 8 plus 9. Then remembered is lihan's birthday, go find e-card for him then like 9.30 already. Then started frustrating for lang arts essay. i never really liked short stories. So anyway, i am developing an interest for it. Yeah so i started writing this story ft. amanda jasveen jesslyn and wanjing until around 11 plus. then after that quite tired already, want to get medicine and sleep
so like half awake go pour water then..wth~! I pour the water from my kettle and out came a lizard with the running water, into MY CUP! I thought i saw something fall out so when i wanted to have a closer look, the lizard jump out then i gave a loud and shrill scream and woke my dad up. He was like suddenly awake then very shock as what happen. then i told him about the lizard. Then whole night cannot sleep because i got a shock.

This morning no water because of the lizard. dad emptied the whole kettle. I love friday lesson, even though people say too many lessons very bad, i think keep changing lessons keep me awake. it's better and more interesting. Had a hiccup with lanruo today. really almost cannot control myself and break loose. then would be quite bad, luckily i regained my composure and ignore her. She must know that i am just showing concern as a chairperson over people in my class. HC is going to get ZERO for oral pres for math. that's sad right?

Really looking forward to tomorrow. Going to cck pool with lele and swim, going to play slides and wave pool and whatever before going to CIP. tomorrow is going to be interesting. Can't wait

2009-07-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hi there. i decided to post before going to sleep. Yesterday and today, I went to science centre to do CIP. it's tedious, get it right. Yesterday plus today gives me 9 hours. i clear this year cip. But i decided that i am going to earn like 50, so i can like at least clear 56 hours of 100 hours of 4 years. I don't know if that is applicable to IP schools, but oh~ whatever, it can be really fun, if you possess the positive attitude. Just like today.

表面看来，抄上几千个书的号码和标记实在是个艰辛的工作。但我敢说，今天过得很愉快，也非常感动。颂乐，靖雯和我，为了快快把任务办好，同心协力，不分你我地帮助彼此，再次提醒我朋友的可贵。再说，能把看似比登天还要难得任务办好，心里也会涌出那莫名的满足感。今天我很愉快因为我很满足。

Anyway, i completed to two version of pen portrait for SCE. nuts right?
ok so the first one-crappy, but i like it. The second one is according to the guidelines and so prim and proper that i will name it " OH-SO-BORING!" whatever. i got to go sleep now. there's school tomorrow.

P.S i took passport photo and i look like an idiot. can i not paste it?

2009-06-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

I was absolutely slacking the entire day yesterday. Until late, where my cousins, uncle and aunty crashed in and say HI. haha. Then, we had super altogether and played comp games like mad, almost to 12.30 am. haha.

This morning, the aircon people came to fixed up my aircons, which have been broken for more than a month. phew, thankfully the aircon is fixed, but it's not very hot now. after they left, the floor so incredibly dusty, that i can't stand it, so i decided to vacumn and mop, very fast leh, amazingly, less than 45 minutes i think. *claps*

Then i went out met my mum go shopping. Then she was like " you must be like jiayi mah, dress better. She always puts in effort to dress well, while you go for convenient clothings." convenient clothings-.- actually, today i wear quite nice leh, i think, white cotton blouse(not t-shirt) and brown bermudas + earrings, that you can only see me wear once in a year..

So my mother decided to let me buy clothings today, but in the end didn't get anything and she got 3 pieces. then she keep stashing me stuff that looks so C-H-I-N-A and C-H-E-A-P that i asked her what's wrong with her taste suddenly.

So yeah, no clothings today. i shall go dig my wardrobe, actually, i have a few dresses, but i don't know how to wear them. they're so short!

2009-06-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Morning started off with a frantic search of my handphone.
alamak! cannot find, then realised with mum, so left home early and travel all the way to Raffles Hotel to get it, then take 32, go clark quay, then take train to habourfront and wait 20 mins for junyu.

Then she wanna eat subway, so i go with her lor. Bought cookies and went up to the terrace there and waited for the guys that we were suppose to meet.

Time's up, so i called eugene to ask where he is, then he pass the phone to sebastian. then i was like waving and jumping like mad ask them come, then the move off, i thought they coming over leh, but then they disappeared.-.- so me and junyu go find them lor, then they were hiding at one corner, so hard to find can. but in the end, i think we wasted two hours, do nothing but just chatting random stuff, then go home.

Ouch, yesterday's badminton plus sleep on the floor, my muscles are all strained, damn painful. ended up taking train go back, because of junyu.

2009-06-19T00:29:00.001+08:00

Good morning/ night.
I have finished my reading sense! :D:D
i shall continue with my science worksheet and some german project later when i wake up.
ciao.

Language Arts:
Asian Geographic Reviews x 2
Tourism Comprehension
Reading Sense x 4

Chinese:
Book Presentation

Geography:
~~Geography Review~~

History:
History Review x 3

Mathematics:
Math Project
Math Worksheet

Science:
Fill up Bio Notes
Bio worksheet

German:
German project on german schools

Others:
SC campaign

2009-06-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

I went to polyclinic to do blood test yesterday. So yeah. Because my mum scared i get hep B. When i was young, the doctor gave me four hep B booster, but i didn't absorb any, which is really weird and a rare case. So i unfortunately have to go for another booster and another test( which is yesterday). I seriously hate needles, but so as to let my mum nag, i got myself toughened up.

长痛不如短痛。

so yeah. I bravely set down and let the needle prick me. Ouch. But i keep assuring myself that my sister pinches more painfully than this, and tadaa ! i was done, which is good.

My sister went before me, because i got to get the referral letter to kk for my allergy checkup. So when i was done, my sis was having her usual drama. Keep don't want to draw, then let my mum persuade, my dad persuade, the nurse persuade for 1.5 hours leh!! or more i think. Then i was so piss lar, felt like slapping her.

But come to think of it, perhaps she has developed a phobia--irrational fear-- as reading sense puts it. So yeah, after 2 hours plus at the polyclinic, my sister left without drawing her blood. -.-

This morning, i went to KK to see doctor about my allergy. I like the clinic. the chair very good. So because i waited for very long about 1.5 hours, so i did my reading sense and played handphone games to occupy myself. HAHA then my father saw my fishing game and was so fascinated by it. He say he wanted to play. Then he play with those big actions that i felt so paiseh, ok a little. i was fascinated too. and i am too thick-skin to feel paiseh. but haha. my father is so adorable.

So anyway, we went to see the doctor and my mum wanted the doctor to give me a skin-prick test. By the word of "prick" perhaps you can get something out of it. So my father asked me what the test was all about and this was how i described it. 很痛的。" 等一下，他会那个针扎我，然后敏感也好。不敏感也好，出来一定一点一点看起来像生水泡一样，发浓。很痒。惨了！如果我出去，人家一定以为我有皮肤病。”

" eeyer. later you go in yourself, i don't want to go in with you."
my chicken heart father. hahahahaha.

2009-06-18T01:19:00.001+08:00

Good Night/Morning.
I FINISHED GEOG!! WHOOHOO!

Language Arts:
Asian Geographic Reviews x 2
Tourism Comprehension
Reading Sense x 4

Chinese:
Book Presentation

Geography:
~~Geography Review~~

History:
History Review x 3

Mathematics:
Math Project
Math Worksheet

Science:
Fill up Bio Notes
Bio worksheet

German:
German project on german schools

Others:
SC campaign

2009-06-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

Good Night/Morning.

Language Arts:
Asian Geographic Reviews x 2
Tourism Comprehension
Reading Sense x 4

Chinese:
Book Presentation

Geography:
Geography Review

History:
History Review x 3

Mathematics:
Math Project
Math Worksheet

Science:
Fill up Bio Notes
Bio worksheet

German:
German project on german schools

2009-06-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

"Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday"
-Don Maquis

"Puntuality is the virtue of the bored"
-Evelyn Waugh

I shall not procrastinate any longer with my blog post since i am rather bored now.

Today is quite an interesting day, however, not the best kind of day i would have expected. The day started out well when i met muisock on the bus 33 towards ikea for our breakfast. So yeah, we reached there a little too early and had to wait outside.

Then haa! 9.30 strike and we went in for our big lontong breakfast. quite cheap actually. $1.80 only. Then i ordered a refillable soft drink. So we sat down by the window. It's a rare chance that you're even able to find a proper seat in that ikea restaurant, much less to say a window seat, so we sat down and ate contentedly till 10. I was so full with my portion of lontong and 2 CUPS of ice lemon tea. So FULL that i wanted to vomit. I am so happy that i can play most wuti 8 parts today. yays! I finally can link up the part after marcato and the a lot of sharp parts :D:D

Then went for lunch at vivo. At the ru rou fan again. i really fan4 tong3. haha. I immediately regretted after eating the first spoon. morning's breakfast was not yet digested. But still, manage to clear it. I am fan4 tong3 what. -.- but after that felt like vomiting. Left first to go CIP. guess what. This is the not so lucky part of the day.

I waited for 97 wait about 40 minutes plus leh. Then gave up. I thought 61 go Clementi mrt one leh. So i go and take. Then i took the bus for about 15 stops like that about half hour liao then i ask the uncle this bus never go clementi? Then he say don't have. Then i was like "Shucks". I really hate navigating around the western areas. The bus turned to come ulu pandan place. never been before. So no choice, had to come down and take another bus to go to clementi mrt. and take a train to go to JE and take another bus to science centre, because i was awfully late. I first time lost leh! So diu lian. I go America also don't have!

Then the orientation was quite waste time lar. Just realised that we had to complete 20 HOURS. that's alot. not sure if we can finish a not. Came back out with songle and grace and we went to the library to fetch my mum's colour me book. And waited for her at Buona Vista. then we go ntuc buy veggies and fruits before heading home.
~the end~

Anyway, during the weekends, i attended a funeral wake. My godgrandmother(which i didn't knew until last sat) cum gu1po2. The atmostphere was quite relax, because it's a christian funeral and everyone agreed that my godgrandmother had led a happy and cheerful life, as happy-go-lucky person and her life was spent fruitfully. I was not very close to her, so i didn't have much feelings about her dismissed. But when we were going to cremate her, everyone was so sad. Everyone wanted to cry. With those sad music and a lost kin, who wouldn't.

But that's not the point. This granny of mine, has two granddaughters who are 21 and 19 this year when their grandmother passed away at the age of 78, so i was like starting to calculate. Would my grandparents live to see me finish my studies, perhaps get married and start a family. I always joke with my grandparents that if they are able to live till 100, perhaps they may even have a chance to carry their great grandchild. haha.

I really can't imagine life without them. I have been really closed to my grandparents since young, and i really can't imagine how it would be like without them. My grandfather would be 77 this year and my grandmother would be 69. They're starting to show signs of health problems. I am very worried for them. I wouldn't hope for much. just perhaps 10 years when i finish my studies, and bring my bf to my granddad. This is what i have always wanted to do since young. To let my grrandparents see me blissful before they go.

2009-06-12T00:23:00.005+08:00

:D It's the second week of the school hols. I haven't really been very active about blogging.
So it's time to update. This week is mainly CO stuff. Monday. Played Icebreakers and Amazing Race which we ridiculously came back as the first team. Amazing race was quite fun, but tiring because we practically ran throughout the whole Hortpark. Super tired. Then there were these electronic games that i was really tempted to try but no chance. I am going to drag yixin, grace or songle there one day. It's so cool. ! :D

Because of early dismissal, we went to vivo to buy our steamboat food. We are more well-prepared this year. Haha. Not as bad as last year. We were really pathetic. The melted plastic spoon. :/

Then we went back on the following day playing station games and have my long anticipated steamboat dinner with my section. Haha. This year with shi hui and wongzhen to join us. Lesser to clear than last year. But still almost ate till we puke. haha. But it was so fun. Then after that we send shi hui out of school and went to LT 4 to watch shutter to scare ourselves silly during the night trial.

Yeah, so the first station. The Torch Light one. Everyone saw something (??) and screamed. Then i was like 莫名其妙 what is going on lar? Then i saw that barbie doll -.- So basically our poor weak-hearted girls were scared-stiffed by those man-made horror created by CO leaders. *applause* but i was the least afraid, because they were quite fake. There we some occasions that some jokes were made. We got lost about our destination because the committee mixed up their signs. haha. Then we were suppose to peel apple as offerring to "Bloody Mary". Like she would be interested in Singapore. Lols. Then after peeling we must eat. So i told everyone to cut out more flesh along with the apple so that we need to eat lesser. Haha. then we 闯 all the toilets this time. Now i know why all the school ghost stories come from toilets.

Very stupid lar. the things we do including some weird and senseless chanting and putting karmas on ourselves and looking like zombies. haha. But it was quite fun. But qimin so scared that she cried lar. but good thing that she wasn't really scared later. And the shutter that we were watching wasn't really very scary. Then me and Yi Jia was like laughing about how funny the ghost looked. Why are ghosts are girls. Are girls really that vengeance creatures. Bias. The camp ended well.

Then after that i stayed in the school library for 6 hours. dig out all the books for history. I am so good. Yes i know. And chiong back to go sentosa celebrate my uncle's birthday.

Actually today need to go that chinese bi-cul workshop thing. but too tired yesterday and overslept like mad. by the time i woke up, the thing already ended. But i'll be going for the sat thing. Now is the most threatening thing- i didn't practice my yangqin at all. hmm. i am so worried now. Maybe i should go earlier and chiong tomorrow. Actually is later. haha. since already pass 12.

haiz. try to get some camp photos tomorrow.

Then i finally can't take it. Really want to watch a movie so badly that i dragged my sis to cinema and paid for her ticket as a bribe. Yeah, i know. i very 可怜。 i know you'll understand too. haha.

And i am so happy. I finished Night. A jewish holocaust book by elie wiesel. Hope ms teo approve me that i can use the book. But it is okay if can't. I still enjoy reading it.

Anyway, browsing through webshot and found these yangqin-featured pictures. aww. I just love yangqin :D

Speech Day Performance 2008

YAAAAANNNNNGGGGQIN!

We were talking about this pathetic steamboat we had last year during music camp. We were smiling so sweetly that it's hard to imagine. If only you knew.. Hahaha.

Precious pasts.

2009-06-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

haha. It's finally the hols. And this is first of june. ignore the date. i am just blogging real late at night. But it is not really a holiday, since i have to go back whole week for this week, 4 days for the following and three for the next, and 2 for the next next. plus loads of homework and projects. hey c'mon i still need my life.

Anyway, today's humans camp i learnt a lot. There's really nothing to do for logistics so i went over to become facilitator. learnt a lot along with the year one. i love geog. Yes, i love geog. i learnt more about features today, but i bet morgan is the best at it, having repeated the presentation so many times.

Did i mention that i got nominated for SC. i am having mix feelings about it now. I'm not sure if i want to be. And if i were one, would i be happy? or not? but anyway, it'll be a miracle if i get it, because i have people telling me that no one is going to vote for me and apparently, i am not someone of huge social circle.

lastly, happy holidays to me. It's hell, let's slog.

uh. finally update after a long time. still talking to li han now. i can multi-task and it's late.

2009-05-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

冲击太强，一时抵挡不住。

星期一是个非常有压迫感的一天。我拖着沉重的脚步踏入学校。预感好强哦！

而不出我所料，真的糟透了。这使我一整天的心情非常低沉。但仔细回顾，其实我的表现不是不好，而是大家都超越了我。性质好胜的我就是这样，每样事都要超越他人，做到最好，可说是典型的完美主义者。但是我这样的好胜性格实在为我增添许多压力。有时真的很想放手，抛开一切，不屑一顾，可是心里仍是有一丝的不甘愿。

我知道这样不是很好，但坦白地说，幸好有那么一个好胜的心理才能驱使我求之上进。我希望我不会忘了这次的不愉快，不甘心，推动自己。听起来有些变态吧。

我要开始努力，不要再相信奇迹。但愿明天的德文测验能取得满意的成绩。（我是真的下了苦心地读。）希望自己不会辜负自己。

2009-05-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

yo. this week is a nice week. I finished math exam, my final paper! yays. (even though i screwed it.)
Anyways, i didn't do much this week, just resumed back to normal lessons. quite tiring actually, because i don't get to take afternoon naps like during the exam so i yeah, i can't resume back to normal schedule instaneously.

On wednesday, me and nilar did something crazy. rather i was the crazy one, because i persuaded her to. I dragged her a long and we conquered the southern ridge after school. After school, we walked from the side gate to the elevated walkway. seems like a far journey and then stepped on the elevated walkway about almost a 2 kilometers i think. then we went on going down the damn slope. so far sia. then when we finally reach the bottom of the telok blangah hill, i decided to walk home instead. So i conclude, i took 1 hour and 45 mins to reach home. because of e-book. mrs wong must give me more marks for it!

Thurs third-lang, super sian. I was caught sleeping in class by frau quynh. anyway, i should still study for the semester test because i somehow think that i won't do well for it if i don't study this time.

Fri. Yesterday. CO. I've been looking so forward to it since tuesday. So long never go CO. sort of missed like mad. Teacher didn't come yesterday, so it was rather free and easy. But everyone was mugging like mad. practising and practising. lols then super sad lar. Lokhang told me that he thought very hard and decided that he's going to quit CO. He's such a good senior lor, i think can't find another senior like him in CO. so if he go i will super bu she de. but i think it's good for him too, since he isn't too happy in CO. yeah, so wish him luck as he moved on.

Today. Sat. haven't decided what's going to happen today.

2009-05-11T09:22:00.002+08:00

lols i am outdated, didn't update for sooo long. yeah, but better than didn't update.

so yeah, mug mug mug for the whole of last week and crap, the paper were really very difficult. i don't know how bad i'll screw up this time. but i am screwed up big time for my math. my parents are always like "what do you want from us! you know we can't help you, if you need find tuition teacher find lar. If need to spend the money, we've got to spend the money." what's with the tuition thing again? -.- seriously, tuition does not solve my problem.

so yeah, then i sort of regret that thursday didn't pon german and go home study history. but lols, i enjoyed thursday. After exam, me and songle took our own sweet time. We went for lunch then we took the trains without haste after that we went to Junction 8 and decided to watch movie, 17 again. then start at 12 so she and i went around shopping :D for a while and it's window shopping.

and this was the most hilarious part of all..both of us wanted to go to the toilet, so we saw this sign that points to the toilet, so we past the first door that hangs the male sign, then we saw the second door. So we open the door and the first thing we saw were cubicles and two small urinals, so me and songle thought that it's female toilet since some put small urinal for the kids. Then both of us stepped in, then i saw two long rows of big urinal, then i was feeling wrong. what's wrong? then it dawned on me that it's a male's toilet.

so we hurry up get out, then both of us come out that time, there was cleaner that saw us and shouted "that's the boy's toilet!" in chinese. we were like so hot and flustered lar.

2009-05-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

Very long never post already, decided to. It's almost time for exams. In fact, it's this coming monday. Hope everything turns out fine because i really don't have much mood to study and i get very distracted.

DISTRACTED by yangqin.
Everytime i see it, can't help but fiddle with it. i dunno lar, just play, then can waste my whole night playing. lols then you know after playing yangqin super tired, so i even more no mood to study, then go outside slack and watch tv.

Then Yiming say go for group studies. Then i was like ok lor, since i don't feel like staying at home. Then i persuaded songle to go. I was late. as usual i guess because i am rarely early, sometimes on time, most of the time late. So reach there, there was this super long queue, because of a check point to prevent the outbreak of the mexican flu.

The library seems to be unusually flooded today. Got a lot of RV. saw Jacelyn with kee heng and all. but are they even studying the same thing? O.o then there were a lot of others sec 2 too. Erm 2A people, 2B, 2H. Anyway, we left the library and went to eat. Then we were sitting at the Mrt there drinking bubble teas and eating junks. Then we were like joking and talking. I dunno why, but i felt happy, because like very relax. Everyone is getting too tensed up with the approaching examinations. Then after that, songle gtg church, then i just go back with zixin and yiming to the lib and find wan eu. Then Waneu and that zixuan go find something and zixin and yiming went to find books, abandoned me leh! But nvm, i can practice the covalent namings and chemical formulation, which is very important, according to mdm ong.

Until 4.30, then i go home, because still have to help peilin and zixin find french curve. Waseh, both JE popular and Tiong popular out of stock. Heng i buy early ar! Ok nothing much already. Oh yeah, something random, i dunno why i keep using mix tenses. i hope i can correct this. Another thing, i'm so nervous for chinese, perhaps i should do a few more practice tonight.

2009-04-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

lols. After spraining my neck, i supposed to go for scrabble competition, which is today. So i woke up quite early actually, but my dad says my neck is bad, ask me not to go. Then i warned him say cannot, because it's like team effort, so if i don't go, the whole team can't play. But my father insisted that i don't go, so i was like "okay."

Then tired, so went back to sleep until 7.20 mrs woon called. She say if i don't go then the whole team cannot play. So even my neck was stiff and still really ached, but can't don't go and let the team down right? So i went.. Glad that i went though..it was quite fun.

I played with this german guy and owned him. ahaha. but lost terribly the other rounds. I played with this sec 2 RI guy. Then he was like real good. the spread was like 300+. lose until no more face left. But i think he very nice, because after the game, he lent me his word list and taught me some techniques. I thought it was really cool. We play finish competing round then play again. Then i was like "help me" and he practically play alone! lols.

Then after that, played with this sec 4 from CTS. lols. he owned me like what?! so li hai can? Then we were like so gan qiong throughout the whole game. At first i win him one leh! then he what? i put "naive" then he put "jeer" and come out with stuff like "ae" or whatever lar. Then i wanted to challenge leh, but i gave him benefit of the doubt and let him owned me like siao. Actually i wasn't sure that there was such thing, but nvm. So after the game he was like " i very good leh, never scam you." "i also. never" "ok, got a confession. I scammed you once." "expected, what did you scam me?" "the jeer ones. all but one is wrong" "serious?!" "ya. because you put naive what so i "jeer" you lor". lame right? So yeah, i put a "dirty" word in a desperate attempt to clear letters. Not sure what it means, learnt it from the RI guy, but lols the CTS guy was shocked. Then i was like "yeah. i know it is bad, but don't know what it means. i've got it from the RI guy."

Then after that his friends were like, "dw, get no." then i didn't understand what they meant. So i asked what no. ? Then i understood, but continued playing dumb.

2009-04-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

OH. XINYI. WHAT ARE YOU DOING????!!!!
what in the world are you doing? Forget this forget that. And what?!
OFFEND MDM TIA, MRS LOOK, and MDM ONG in one fateful week?
Screw up history, screw up math, sleep in classes and don't do your homework.
why have you turned into a cry baby?

Crying 10 times in 4 days. You're nuts and you need help.

Why can't you control your emotions. Others didn't offend you.
You can't throw your temper at them.
And seriously, you better be careful of your mouth. It's as fatal as pandora's box.
And lest you offend yet another person.
I pronounced you on death sentence.

Let me tell you now. I am depressed and i am dominant and i want to cry again.

2009-04-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

Our freaking nice backdrop!

One prop that we didn't expect much, but lala it surprised us!

The two-in-one costume.

Drape curtains over me

Finally, there's chance to blog already! yay!

Ok, we didn't win :/ but whatever, i guess we were quite satisfied because our props were well done? And i guess we all agreed that at sec 4, we're do it together again! woohoo! Actually, you know what? i thought our long term was quite good. 160/200 that's high, but not like ACS who got 200/200. I think we can do better.

Then our spontaneous was average. I think we had 7 creative 5 marks answers, if i am not wrong. so what did we get? 242 i think. I don't know actually, can't remember. But i hope can get the video from Ms Wong, then we can see how we presented.

Today's itinerary was super packed. There was science chem comm too. So after OM, we were like rushing over without the makeup gone and still having performance costume. So mdm ong was like telling us go a corner to change and we were like super desperate and it was so freaking funny. Then i was at the entrance of the LT trying to remove my makeup. gosh, that was funny. But what followed was not funny.

It was a screwed presentation. We were not well prepared and i kept making mistakes. I was so freaking tired too since i did the websitetill 2 am. Then it wasn't smooth-sailing at all. Mdm ong ticked us. I guess we deserve it. I hope that the judges can close one eye so that we have one more chance of doing it..

Anyway, yesterday after going to mdm ong's house, there was this family thing.

So these are two of my small cute cousins. erm eldest younger and the third kid.

2009-04-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

最近没什么时间打博客因为现在正在赶创意性比赛OM 和 Science Comm Challenge. 虽然说比赛日期就快到，但还需要做的是真是多到数不清。其实这个礼拜已算不错，因为我们做了还蛮多。OM 方面，我们已经把主要布景做好，加上窗帘:)! 窗帘是我，佳颖和铭雪昨天赶出来。其他几样琐碎的道具如帽子，食物和水等，已经做出来了，但现在最套筒的就是，我们还没排练制作!!! 而且服装也还没做好。Science Comm 方面，已经开始做巍然软件，家祺也开始帮我们设计网页，可是我们要呈现的内容好像有漏洞，缺少什么似的，内容也很杂乱，需要从新整理。

今天还蛮伤感的。老师原来骗了我们。本来说7月才开始调动老师，但今天冒贸然的出现了一位新的华文老师。可能因为敏感吧，今天特别激情，感情用事。听到了这个消息，不禁落泪，因为感到好舍不得，而且连一句道别也没有。流露出控制不住的感情，内心过后感到好丢俩脸厚我好喜欢上老师的课。课堂上少了老师的幽默风趣，会不会变得很沉？

不管怎么样，我希望老师还是会回来叫我们，希望现在的安排不是永久性的。新的华文老师人看起来还不错，虽然可能会难适应她的教学方式，但我觉得还是应该敞开胸怀欢迎她，给她机会教我们，不要封闭比较适当。哎，接下来的一段日子必定会怀念和老师上的课。

2009-03-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

I really wanted to post since monday, because this week is so interesting. There's so many things to write about. But oh shit. My mind is blank now. ok..recap..

Monday 23/1
First day of school after school reopen from that dumb and breathless holiday. I realise i forgot to print the source the first step i stepped into school. so i was like "shit!" Then first few periods were ok, i didn't sleep but i was really looking to om, because it is one of the most fun periods.
That day's period was quite effective, because we managed to settle the second scene dance. ahha! Quite an interesting dance, i may say. I seriously got to say this, bernice knows how to shake, slide and slither. Then not bad lar. The guys were more cooperative than i expected. It's great that things don't have to drag because we really don't have much time left. Anyway, we have added props. Masquerades and hats<3! i think it will be quite nice. Monday stayed till very late beause we were cutting this design. It was a highly challenging task that took us real long to do. There was pesa prelimary on monday anyway, i didn't even know about it, so i screwed it up. don't worry.

Yesterday 24/1
Nothing particular during lesson, but just took lesson. Boring especially linear equation. I have no been paying attention. But suddenly yesterday, i finally understood what was simultaneous equation. Then after PE..bleahs the whole class was polluted by andy's deodorant smell, because you know why? zixin sprayed on every single guy in the class and that is why they smell the same. I didn't know they changed outside together.. that's so, ok perhaps it is normal for them. CO was ok. I didn't want to go with wong zhen and shi yi to that small group combine, so i asked lok hang to help me carry qin to another room. He taught me a new song, and i trying to learn the whole thing finish.

Today 25/1
Funny, really funny in the morning, because we were having om meeting and trying to do the second scene's screwed up rehearsal part. haha, very drama, but very funny. I think should be quite amusing and interesting to watch. Then i think yiming or jiaying came up with this funny part at the end. it was like so LOLS! Then we went back class at 7.30 wa heng! immediately national anthem. Then in class had this competition on chemistry formula, then it was so screwed because i was slow in reaction and too careless. and expected, zixin's group owned it. Then dunno why suddenly zixin talk about six packs. Then say he has 4, yiming has 6 and waneu actually have but too skinny so cannot see..like i care seriously, but haha, hard to believe from their appearance. It is highly doubtful isn't it, or not? There was beach cleaning. quite a slack job to get CIP. but zixian keep getting those big and heavy stuff to put into our trash bags. And yeah, even though junyu's group stuff looks little, it's actually quite heavy. But after today's beach cleaning, i wouldn't deny that our class boys are quite strong. They can manage so heavy stuff leh.

2009-03-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

Haiz, march school holiday can't even be counted as a school holiday. So hectic, till you're bottle-necked. currently i am left with only AGs, projects and speeches. zzz

Yeah, anyway, i wanted to blog for quite long, but everytime too tired to think of what i want to blog. Now too. I don't really know what i want to blog, because it's sad.

I forgot to do my science eportfolio!! Then can't submit already. It sucks. I hope mdm ong still take a look at it because i went to research and made an effort to do it.

Today OM was tiring. Very tiring. We were doing the backdrop for kareoke box, then it was quite big. Mr seetoh say it is better to cut paper and paste onto it. Then it took freaking long. Like from morning then we did till 5.40. i am actually quite tired now, woke up at 7, danced so many rounds of self established jazz with bernice. (and gosh, was that funny!) Rushed script for Om till very late last night. So anyway, for our backdrop, our couch are done, tv half done, mike half done, speakers half done, and food haven't even started. what were we doing? but it was undeniably fun. I was sleeping in Bi-culture talk today.. :( but i copied notes :) amazingly. But one page only:/

Haha, i typed so many things out already. Actually i wanted to post the pictures i have taken on top of the singapore flyer, then i realise i posted on the wrong blog. Now i feel lazy to upload again. Ok so now i shall conclude what i did for the school holiday.

Saturday: nothing
Sunday: Math homework rushing
Mon: whole day CWC + vivo + meet vanessa, cheryl and genevieve
Tues: write out stupid story about King Atlas and his 3 sons Strivas, Nicholas and Alexandas
Wednesday: Singapore flyer+ Jurong point + new school campus
Thursday: OM+ Bi-cultural talk+ last minute science chiong( i didn't know)
Tomorrow(friday): Homework + CO
Saturday: More homework
Sunday: more homework

That's all, what a sad week.

2009-03-04T20:35:00.002+08:00

i decided that i should update my links.
I passed my math. Amazingly and today was joyful... Because the four of us get to play badminton. Li Han, Ting Jun, Sharon and Me. Actually wanted to ask for a few more to join us, but all so busy lar, then i feel so bored, i insisted sharon.

It was a showdown between girls of rvhs and boys of cchms. And what's end result? we owe the guys drinks and dinner. LOL but didn't give. Not just the game was fun. Actually the game wasn't all that good because we didn't play well today, including li han( still down there say feng liang hua), must be learn from TJ one lar. But he super da dan. tomorrow got history teacher.
我们"各出奇招". Damn funny lar the action, then li han was like laugh until no energy. I also lor. Keep laughing and laughing. really damn funny, can't describe the ridiculous of the action. I keep getting stuck at the net-.- can't even surf properly lar. Then we keep trying to 讨价还价with the guys. Then the score keep anyhow change. But they graciously let. So actually, we lost more badly than that. It was fun. We should do this again sometime soon.

Geog-A1
Chinese-A2/B3
Math-B3/B4
Lang Arts-C6

2009-03-03T21:36:00.004+08:00

My mother's womb officially contracted 14 years and 12 hours ago. Yes. I am a morning baby. LOLs. So, what i am trying to say is, today is my birthday. But i think not many people know because i didn't spread it out. Thanks songle, grace, jiaying, jasveen, rachel, kehjun, qianhui who blessed me with their birthday wishes. I think the rest all forgot liao. But it doesn't matter.

Birthday is just another day. But on this day signifies a new level of maturity? whatever, i really don't give a damn. However, i really don't understand why my dearies don't want to share out the chocolate today. Is it really the trans fat-.-? you can't be serious right?! a bunch of self-conscious dietary people. zzz. want to dampen my birthday is it?

So anyway, today wasn't of any much interest. Just got back the perfectly written exp text with extremely screwed marks, blame myself for it, and zuowen. psht so low lar the marks. so damn average. i am going to have to make some improvement. Then after that, me and songle went to german day. so freaking funny. haha those sec ones are so funny. they were like racing to the mikes and jumping on and off stage like monkeys. The sight was real funny. I couldn't describe.
Then we went to junction 8 to walk walk for about half to 45 mins. I bought some pies and stuff. Then i went to meet my parents at Plaza sing. haiz, still parents are the best. my mum bought me a durian birthday cake because she says it's my birthday and i deserve it. It wasn't entire necessary. I mean the cake was so freaking small and 30 bucks over. waste of money. i am contented with bungawan solo swiss rolls ok.

Nevertheless, I am 14 and should reach the maturity of a 14-year-old. So far, it's quite hard to keep up with it.

He forgot all about it.

2009-02-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

hi there. I am going to go berserk. schneeklabermachen was not really very
nice. I can't finish math, squeezed out answer for science prac and totally
flunk geog. that's all for today. i am simply nutty tired. i want to sleep.
now is 9 plus. test tomorrow, hope i do well.

2009-02-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

this week is a sad week.
Because i failed everything that came along my way. Lang arts, because my teacher said i plagiarise, which technically i did, but it was unintentional. I don't understand why i could paraphrase everything nicely but leave out that paragraph. Science is a complete goner because i couldn't even finish my experiment. History is more or less screwed and math, i don't even want to talk about it. Because i can't even do a 7 question assignment-.-?!

Then, i got jealous of my friends. And is stupid because i really shouldn't, because they really deserve it, but i so much wanted it. Then i somehow felt jealous of my juniors too, which i really shouldn't since again it's not their fault.

Then i see those who really care and those that don't. The feeling sucks. It is a lot of losing this week. A lot a lot. and because so, i feel like the loneliest person today.

I changed my phone. But i couldn't carry along some messages. So too bad, i gave it a last read and delete them. Can't bear to actually, but perhaps it is time to let go. Then i copied my contacts to sim, then move over. but that stupid lg phone cannot have multiple contacts so i didn't know, i thought they copied more and so i deleted. and then i realise that i lost all the numbers. losing numbers is a sad thing.

Then friday, lokhang keeps emphasising what a bad junior i was. I really hope he didn't mean it. It was sort of upsetting even i tried my best to laugh it off. and i really believe that i got more than enough retribution. actually i am a good person, aren't i? so why do all these sad things happen to me?

This week has more tests. history, math and science theory. I better do well for them. or i am definitely failing this term, and i will wallow in self-pity. Self-pity... this week is a sad week

2009-02-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

and you know why i feel so screwed?

I ALMOST FAILED 4 graded assignments. That sucks. There goes my 4.0, my 3.8, maybe i can't even preserve my 3.5. this sucks. And i almost got knocked down by a car, due to some reckless driving of some crazy man. I am a COMPLETE idiot at grammar, and i have no ways to salvage the idiocy in me. I feel sick with swollen eyes and sort of screw my geog oral presentation today.

There's CO tomorrow.

One positive thing is today's half chinese test was manageable.

2009-02-13T21:02:00.004+08:00

Yes, i felt like posting again today, because today is a more interesting day. We got yearbooks today! yay! i love the yearbook, it rocks, so much to see, so much to reminisce.

But remember my mock practical test? I am going to fail it.. you know why? because..I DREW A LINE GRAPH AND BAR GRAPH TOGETHER, unless really there is such existent(which is totally impossible), the whole graph thing is a complete goner.

But i felt so inspired to pay full attention to computer lesson today. And guess what? i found it quite interesting and easy to understand somehow. It really pays off to stop and think/understand..and i ended up in yet another competition. Ohh.. i am really looking forward in the participation of all my competitions.

Then there was CO. I was in yangqin, because i refused to go to percussion. I really enjoy yangqin a lot better. And my juniors came today.

她们可真是名副其实啊！看了谱不过一会儿, 就能很轻易地弹奏出来。真不愧是高手。还令我蛮自卑的。但我觉得自己今天的表现还不错，不算以往的那么烂。但今天还是免不了lokhang's所谓的“命运”--我现在被捆绑到了古筝，加上庄老师专一的注意力，简直是一场恶梦，太恐怖了。其实我觉得自己在华乐也没什么能发挥所长的机会。虽然我觉得自己今天的表现不错，但还是比不上我那两个学妹。只能在施一个办发法了，那就是再接再厉，继续努力。

2009-02-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

I felt obliged to post today because i haven't post in a while.

Recently, i am caught bottle-necked by my ridiculous amount of homework. It is starting to be hard to cope. I really want to practice my yangqin today, but i just didn't have the time after coming home late after german, the compulsory "must-finish" history and an attempt to try to do my flash homework. I was so fedup with my flash. I spent like 1 hour plus trying to get that whole stupid chunk of dynamics out, but it just refuses. And now, going to be 11, i have to stop. it just doesn't want to come out, what can i do?

The test seasons are approaching soon with tomorrow's mock science practical test(which i haven't study and surely fail miserably), monday's chinese test, history quiz, wednesday real science practical, thursday german test(with hell a lot to study and memorise), and the following week of math test, history test, science theory. I also currently have two competitions--OM and Chem Comm Challenge. hectic right?

And what's the worst? I feel that i have just screwed my chinese, my science, my history, because i think i did badly for normal class assignments. This shows a lack of understanding in my work. I feel so bad when i read other people's model. I don't think i could achieve it, can i? But luckily, i am still alive.

Music, and drama keeps me going now. A way to relieve stress since i have other aspect of stress like the ones coming from my class boys. I don't know what's wrong with them. Like him, could be so nasty during normal times but so polite when enlisting my help. And i really couldn't refuse when others ask me for help politely. And others, stop calling me names, because i really don't deserve it. I didn't do anything that cross your paths or offend you, just leave me alone. I don't appreciate your disturbance given the pathetic state i am in now.

2009-02-07T16:59:00.002+08:00

Saturday afternoons are a bore.
I am out of SYF..that's good right? But it's still weird.
I am still sick lor, after one week plus and some more i owe mr keith 2 excuse letters.

I went to String Ensemble's concert yesterday, for Jiaying after cca. The songs are nice luhs but then i think the skills are not there yet. Can improve more and don't have tai feng. I think CO's cellobass better. Then i saw jiaying's mum and her two friends. They were sitting in front of me. SE concert was full house. So sad lar, i wanted shihui to come with me, then we were trying to buy tickets last minute so we went to intrude them when they were applying make up. But no more tickets lar, so in the end i go myself. So damn sad lar, everyone went with a friend except for me.

Then yesterday CO practice also damn slack. Just flip through the scores trying to look for illegal ones. Flipping through our scores is quite an interesting job, is like flipping through the archives. Scores from 1992-4. That's super old. I wasn't even borned yet. lol

Was hoping that oh papa will come and pick me up yesterday but then don't have. So waited 175 to come for damn long. Almost took 57, lucky don't have. but 175 also good, don't need to change bus. I feel so bored. I want to go out today but can't lar. I don't know how to do math now and i still have my last week crc essay that i have yet to complete.

You're just a weird case of fascination to me.

2009-01-28T18:09:00.002+08:00

Despite knowing that i shouldn't blog before doing my pile of homework, i am blogging now, because my hands are itchy-.- so i am going to keep this short and sweet.

I bought a lot of things from manila. Because they're quite cheap. I think should be most likely all my friends are included. If i miss out any, then oh shit. haha

I went to the intramuros ruins. it was nice. the spanish original walls and fort. Intramuros literally means "within the walls". I got a nice horse carriage ride. I enjoyed it.

I didn't enjoy the hop on hop off right. It was boring and i slept through me way on the bus, because i was drowsy.

Unfortunately, my uncle was robbed off his waist pouch together with his money, cards and camera. The process, ridiculous. It really seems ridiculous under the circumstances that the bag could be stolen. So did you know, reporting a police report in manila have to pay a fee?

Then i went to the central bank musuem and been through "the story of money" exhibition. really very nice. can see all the gold coins. unfortunately, we can't take pictures. Then we went to the metropolitan musuem where we see local and overseas artist depicting their views of filipinos lifestyle.

Then i caught a night flight at 7.40 from manila. Reach singapore at 11 plus and reach home at 12 plus. slept at one and slogged throught the first few period of lessons.

2009-01-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hi. All.

Thank god my mum brought her laptop, THUS I HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET. seriously, manila has lots to offer especially for SHOPPING.

Yesterday, i went to divisioria to shop and bought a lot. Real a lot. the things there were really cheap and really nice, but i ain't going to tell you the price in case you think it's cheapskate. But trust me, they're real nice. I bought them all at wholesale price. So i saw a lot of things that i think my friends might like. Like jiaying's long wallet. and songle's blue clutch. but haha, i am going to save them for their birthdays. and songle's stuff toy cum handphone pouch since she doesn't have one. but i got enough for every single of my friends. you'll all get something at least, i think. I even bought a odm watch for myself. and they even provided spare battery. But guess what?! the watch is real sensitive. touch a bit then it goes back to custom time and you have to reset again. and i have to set like 5 6 times a day. but it's nice, you'll agree when you see it :D but now the watch keeps dying out on me. but the watch can flash light, a lot of colours somemore. That's the long shopping day i had.

Then today, after breakfast, we went to intramuros, which meant 'behind the walls'. It's a spanish town that was ruined during the liberation war during 1945, 2nd world war. The town was really nice, all european and gothic and simple old. Very tranquil and i sort of enjoyed it. We even took a horse carriage around the town. Then after that, we took a taxi to a nearby chinatown, which ended up to be a wrong choice since there was nothing there and it took us about 2 hours to finally get a transport out of there. We went to greenhills shopping to look at the wholesale centre and shopping centre. even though the things there were more expensive than the divisoria(obviously), we still bought because it was still cheaper and it was nice. more clutches. After settling our dinner at greenwich, a franchise in phils we went to a supermarket and bought some things like mango and stuff and we bought a tin of ice cream too.

Came back to swim and because my hotel provide us with their traditional food. Erm coconut drink, ice candy(which i liked), which is something like icepop but nicer, and bulut, gross
it's a fertilised boiled egg. so when you eat, you can see the eggwhite and a duck foetus inside. and it smells..let's just say, not to our liking. I got to go sleep already. bye and good night. happy new year everyone.

2009-01-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

Yeah, last time before i'll be posting i think before chinese new year. I am going to manila, philippines tomorrow. Morning flight. haha. And i get to escape school. :) Quite sad actually lar, because i am not really the pon type. I love school and i love study.

Anyway, after recess mr hung pulled me, jiaying and jiaqi about all that chairperson business. I think mr hung thinks that jiaying will perform better than jiaqi in another uglier words, jiaqi is incompetent. I beg to differ. Jiaying also not someone who will be or willing chairperson. So we just rattle on for almost an hour but i don't really know what the point is and what the talk for. i really don't know how to express ourselves and we still strongly believe our stands.

zzz. I tried to get the whole history class to be smooth sailing today but...unfortunately there were some hiccups. Personally, i don't think that jiaqi is really at fault. Neither is ms teo. But jiaqi's tone is definitely a "No-no"--unacceptable. I heard his reply and thought, "you're doomed yip." Haiz, my dearest beloved class will go condemn at this rate. why is the strained relationship ocurring. and mr hung wants us to ensure that all our classmates pass up their homework on time. It is not really something that we can control, can we? I don't know, sometimes the whole chairperson thing gets a little ridiculous.

Today, it is my first time taking bus to German, at bishan. The bus almost got us late. Then regine was harping about what's the point of taking a bus since we're going to late too. But i felt glad we're on time. Junyu is really quite a nice person actually, but she gets temperamental at times. Like today, with me. But i think she's really very cute with a ultimate obvious "bushuang" expression on her face. And that's why our class is adorable. But got some people in our class is simply just too hopeless...like "it". Like grace, i wouldn't want to elaborate on how pathetic they are as they are pathetic enough already.

I really should consider keeping my blog private since i am giving out personal views more often now. LOL gtg bye

2009-01-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today was almost a sian day in school. The lessons were sian, the teachers were sian, i was sian.
Not much mood to pay attention since i wasn't really in the best condition physically. stinky block nose. Then i usually get rather temperamental when it comes to falling sick, thus when meredith and her entire clique came and shrouded me (as rachel, regine and qinhui are sitting within touch distance), i seriously felt very irritated. LOL...but i felt blur. Then i keep getting pick by teachers today is it? Mdm ong and Ms Tan, so sian lar the lessons, i was practically slogging through. Thank god today has a one hour chinese lesson.

Anyway, i learnt interesting facts about my teachers recently. Rather private really, so it's inconvenient to spill it out. Lol, at first really can't accept, but now come to think about it, i begun to admire my teachers more and more. Mr Hung, Mr Ho. Ms Teo. etc.

What makes the day today was, OM!! OM rocks lar. I did some of my homework plus the leave form for CO and went back to class. Bernice joined us at 3.30 then we started working on our first scene--the original superstition. Aww.. it rocks, it's seriously a pity that jiaying couldn't make it ( she has concert rehearsal ), so anyway, while waiting for bernice, i heard hanee rap in korean. She rocks lar, so pro. Then we decided to use that korean song for that funeral scene. wakaka trust me, it's nothing you expect. I sort of think we're quite good. Then i don't have experience in AV, so of course i didn't touch those wires before. Then I told zhen han to link his iphone to the speaker using the sound cable, then cannot play. so we tried every single whole. then finally can, so we used hanee's ipod and plug to our speaker. full blast surround, then i had such a good laugh. The four of us have decided, we have to make it to america. yays! Now is left second scene and third, i hope that it'll be more appetising than the appetiser. Goodluck to us and not so much to other teams. haha.

2009-01-17T19:47:00.003+08:00

zzz. i suddenly feel so spurred to write in chinese too, because of shieuhuei and muisock.

再次强调，因为受到美夙和诗惠的影响，我也决定用华文来写博客。

转眼间，现在已迈入开学的第二个星期了，和上星期一样，我们那般读的德文的学生又需要在华文课后冲冲忙忙赶到碧山。加上因为隔天有校庆庆祝活动，我们课后还要把椅子搬到楼下的礼堂，已经没有吃饭了，可惜到德文课时，还是迟到了。我觉得这星期还蛮忙碌的，每天都大概11点睡，上课也没什么精神。

上数学课, 英语课，和电脑质询课最痛苦。实在太闷了！虽然我硬撑不要再这些课上睡觉，但还是失败了。嗨！

昨天是校庆，我们礼堂的舞台是乎有点太小了，台上的表演者都需要一直调整座位。我是观众。还蛮庆幸的。能目睹各别的演出。我觉得舞蹈团的演出最精彩，但华乐的演出也并不赖。可是昨天有点怪怪的，扬琴的声音好像掩盖了其他乐器，十分清楚。在开头，不懂是美夙还是诗惠打错音，很明显喔！连我这个音乐白吃都听得出。好像是美夙。但后面很精彩，我觉得能听到扬琴比较好听。

过后，上了两个小时的电脑质询课。很荣幸有青岛过来交流的同学一同陪伴。他们也觉得电脑可很闷，恨不得离开。一天的课程终于结束了，要去华乐。不要怪我，但我对打击乐没有兴趣，以整个下午被“捆”在那里，好痛苦。我并无恶意，是在他们了。所以老师一走，我就逃到扬琴哪里。虽然我知道那么做很不负责任，但我真是受不了。

今天，一早起来又要到华乐去，练无题。感觉上好像每一百个小节才能轮一次，一整天无所事事。幸好我到了数学功课，并且在那里完成了。你可想而知我是那么闲空的。

2009-01-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

I feel lazy to write but i want to record today's event, so here goes, an exact same post in classblog:

The year is still young, let's kick it off with chinese new year decorations. LOL.
Anyway, today is super funny. Me songle, junyu, and grace went to make the lanterns. Talking about class spirit, everyone not bad by generously donating your red packets. That's a good start, but we definitely can do better than that. we didn't have sufficient materials. And our lanterns were rejected. LOLS.

We spent so much effort on it and we were the last group that left. We even had to help the other classes to clear up the mess they have created. We should be paid right? lols. Then mdm sew says we should bring back our lanterns and remake. We didn't bother, we just hung up the two that we have made in the class and go home and make new ones. It's going to add to the spirit.

So i was definitely laughing my head off with our ridiculous creation. It's been a long time since a had a hearty laugh. A serious loud one; like a lunatic. wakakaka~ Anyway, i think doing german like e-learning is a very miserable thing. i tried to clear all my tasked and assignments of last week tonight. However, so unfortunately, i left all my homework in school in the midst of trying to get out of the class. All. that means math and bi ji. But luckily, or else i wouldn't have cleared finish my german.

I went to commonwealth today. Haha. Just for fun, then me and junyu bought waffles and grace and songle bought LJS. i didn't know LJS fries were that nice. I ate it for the first time! haha. Then i was like walking around in search for the lanterns deco and what luck, we found it shengsiong. Then junyu and i took a train back. I alighted at tiong and went to popular to check out the files prices. School is more worth it. Then i walked around to look at books and cards; one of my favourite things to do. Anyway, i saw one book, change of hearts by Jodi Picoult. Nice book, i want it yeah? I am damn tired. Schlafen Jetzt.

2009-01-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Emotional Breakdown

I am feeling emotional unstable right now. It feels real bad. I do not know how to describe how i am feeling now. Really tensed up. I probably am feeling stress, depressed. I thought i was good with my self management, but this is one of those times when i am absolutely clueless on how i should relieve myself. I feel miserable. Anyway, Yangqin has 2 new recruitment. I don't know how i will feel and react after seeing them. pro ones. very pro ones. ridiculously pro ones, like 9th grade and 6th.

2009-01-08T21:54:00.004+08:00

Today i did not sleep in class. yays! :D
but now i am feeling empty. boos :(
Somehow, some miracle got me into creative writing again. I shall take it on.
German was a total crap, i basically could not even understand what the teacher was saying and said yes and clear to everything-.-
Strict german teacher. goes on and on like it is out last minute.
I am trying to improve in my writing, i am trying to get rid of colloquailism.
I am so depressed and afraid for tomorrow. I am having last minute screw up. screw.
I don't feel like doing homework. Wait for the teachers to scold me tomorrow.
Don't feel like touching german too.

miserable. tensed. depressed.

2009-01-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

Jeez. Sec 2 is really hectic. Not really actually but i'll be so dreaded and exhausted each day after school. really very tiring. Most of my teachers are quite grim but i don't know lesson gets interesting at times but die down to a total bore. I slept in class today. first time since school reopened. what a disaster, luckily i pretended that i didn't understand and got ms val to explain again. sheepish. And luckily, i hear one time and understand, or else i am so dead. lang arts no chance to get A already. This blog font is very small. I want to make it bigger. Jiaying is missing so much class. quite cool, but i wouldn't want to miss. I just finish a crap essay. 235 words. so pathetic, haven't even reach one page leh! Where's the standard?! where's MY standard?! lol. I can do better right?

2009-01-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Yup, i changed blogskin again!

lol, but i changed the codes because they weren't user-friendly. I like big spaces so that i can post photos and i would prefer to cut down on unnecessary scrolling. So after the "makeover" for the skin, i am quite satisfied, except for the footing. And that's the only thing that i can't change because i don't know how. I left the credits untouchable anyway, must give credit. It's late. I should sleep. Meeting Jesslyn and jasveen tomorrow. :D :D

Today's the first day of school for me as a sec 2 student. XD. Our year ones are tall. I think the shorter ones among us are going to feel abit pressurised. LOL just joking. Anyway i got my paul hung for form teacher. Currently, having mixed feelings. It's not negative, however, no positive either. But this year is going to have a fun year. I look forward :D

2009-01-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

Resolution For 2009

#1 4.0 gpa for a least a term

#2 maintain above 3.5 gpa for the whole year and A for lang arts

#3 improve yangqin

#4 convince zls to let me take grade exam (5 hopefully)

#5 do my homework properly

#6 love my teachers more

#7 love people more; be a better person

#8 be 48 and stay 48

That's all i want to achieve in 2009, i think. Oh, i always like to set my targets and goals at the start of the year and then achieve them. It just simply give me the sense of satisfaction. I have thought about what i want for very long and it's time to write it down. Most importantly, i really want to achieve A in language arts and be a better person. Anyway, i just reached singapore yesterday, at 6 almost 7. The vietnam trip was average. Enjoyed dalat a lot. Actually it is spelt as daklak but the locals call it dalat. The air there is very fresh and the temperature is about 12 to 18 degrees. So my type.. haha

However we didn't buy much things, and we were constantly joking about bringing lots of money also no use. There's no place to spend on. I bought coconut sweet to share and smuggled in chewing gums too. share them with my darlings tomorrow. I share post my vietnam pictures when i am free. It's back to school tomorrow :D

2008-12-27T09:08:00.002+08:00

hey again, because i was rushing for time yesterday, so i didn't get to blog finish. Anyway in vietnam, i have experienced of course more than what i have written. Too bad I didn't bring my usb cable or i would have been able to post some pictures.

As usual, we travelled out on our again in search for dinner. We were smarter this time, we ate opposite our hotel and then went out. It turns out that we were walking the wrong direction the other time. So we went the right direction this time. We walked the ben thanh night market and followed the vietnamese with their celebration for the arrival of 2009. But i got a bit frustrated by not understanding a single word they are saying.

Thank god there's internet in the hotel. I didn't get to sleep well lor. Every night, the aircon above me goes "pak pak pak". Like every half an hour. Then i was so tired. Anyway, i am so looking forward to today's tour. We're going to the Mekong delta. Seems exciting that we're going for a nice boat ride, walk on the banks, see the people lives and heard that there's a graden worth going. Just can't wait for it.

Anyway i'll try to come online at night like around 7 tonight, singapore time. hope you guys come online too. so lonely this morning since nobody came online.

2008-12-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hi, i am using the hotel's free internet right now. Vietnam time is one hour behind singapore time. The traffic is quite chaotic, but there seems to be some kind of system within. Saigon has a lot of motorcycles and is thus known as the city of motorcycles. Out of two people, one has a motorcycle.

So far, i have gone to the war crime museum and the independence palace. The independence palace is like our istana. Out tour ends at around 5 everyday so we have the night free to ourselves. We tried to travel on our own yesterday but the weather was not cooperative. It was raining heavily and we weren't familiar with the roads. We lost our way. Haha.

Then today, we travelled out of saigon city and went to see the hideout of the viet cong during the 1954 war. Then we get to travel in their underground passageway. It is really very narrow and hard to walk. The inside was really stuffy and to bend down and walk is difficult. My mum, uncle, aunt and grandfather was tricked by the "inviting entrance". who knew it would be so arduous. gtg bye.

2008-12-24T14:01:00.002+08:00

假期创作比赛：拉斯韦加斯一游

去年，我到过拉斯韦加斯。拉斯韦加斯建在一个沙漠上，是内华达洲最大的城市。这个城市，和我之前去过的其他城市很不同。因为在沙漠，早上，下午时分还蛮温暖的，和寒冷晚上的温度差很多，穿衣服是有点麻烦。但因为气候干燥，我敏感的鼻子没有发作，所以我很享受这趟旅程，让我觉得这个城市真值得一去。

最吸引我的就是那里的建筑物了。那里许多的酒店模仿了名城的景色和建筑，如，纽约的景色和地平线，巴黎铁塔等。有些就像我住的“城堡”酒店一样，有着很梦幻的感觉。其中就是，威尼斯人酒店。围绕着酒店是条人造河，河面上还划了几支吊舱。那条“河”还通往酒店内。周遭就有能在罗马看见的斗兽场合凯撒的雕刻。走在酒店里就像走在意大利街上，每间小店都很有欧洲风味。我问妈妈为什么没有住在那里，她说太贵了。

到了晚上，整个城市就会摇身一变，变得热闹起来。一颗颗的灯泡点缀在酒店和建筑物上，使得他们像在天空里的繁星一样闪闪发亮，数也数不清。很多人开始涌入一间间掉着胸罩的舞厅。不知是美国人开放还是怎么的，派发的传单上，有完全裸体的模特儿，叫我看了感到十分吃惊。

因为酒店有提供免费十块钱给我们玩老虎机，在那里，我和妹妹也生平第一次碰了那东西；是偷偷的，还赢了些钱，过后拿去买饮料喝。因为大多数人到拉斯韦加斯不是赌钱，就是陶醉那些比较不正经的娱乐，所以拉斯韦加斯也被称为“罪恶之城”。到了世界的另一个角落，风俗习惯都不一样，真让我大开眼界。有朝一日，我还想再回去。

Not really that fantastic, but i really liked what i wrote. But seems a little too short eh?

2008-12-24T13:20:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, i am ecstatic.
Because i am going to fly in another 15 hours. makes that around 4 or 5 am, if i calculated correctly. It's quite long since i took a morning flight. So talk all you want with me over phone, person or msn, because the next time you talk to me should when school reopens? or perhaps one day earlier. haiz, i bet nobody will miss me. blahs.

Anyway, I finished all my homework. ALL my homework. yays! I finally finished my chinese essay after a long procrastination of who knows how long. Actually, i finished my essay in the afternoon, but arranged and typed in the missing words till midnight plus. I think i wrote out of point but i like what i write, i don't care. I'll upload later. Then i spent like around 1 hour telling my sister about twilight. i thought i sounded boring, since i kept stammering. there's a problem with my speech nowadays, i can't say properly, and i can't read smoothly. It sucks, and i get frustrated.

Talking about frustration, yesterday night, my parents wanted to go to celebrate their anniversary early since we'll leave early tomorrow morning(without my dad, because he can't take leave). It's their 19th anniversary. So we were planning to go KFC and eat, don't know why the sudden enthusiasm from parents since we were not really fans of fast food. then anyway, my father asked us to come down 15 mins later and we were late by 5. However, they made us wait for 10 mins plus downstairs. My house is quite deep is so i walked out of the badminton court to look for any incoming cars. zzz, then i fell into a drain. I was badly grazed and cut. Then my dad appeared with his car. He told me to go home and wash my wound first and said that he will wait for me. Washing was alright, but putting the whatever antiseptic my ah gong gave was excruciating. Haiz, my beautiful legs... Not so beautiful actually, but at least there were not cuts. Haiz, all my vietnam photos will be so screwed with patches of redness on my legs.

Okay, i can't wait. Before i end, here's something shimin sent me, but i couldn't copy, so i screenshot it. I thought it looks fantastic and super cool.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

2008-12-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

MOODSWING!

I am having major moodswing now and i simply can't control it.

and that's because i am having serious allergy on a dinner night and having my friends turning on my back on the eve of the class outing to aggravate it. I feel so terrible right now. i really can't straighten my thinking now. I am so frustrated. Why do you all have to do this to me?

And i don't know why, i just feel really very hurt. Do your know how hard it is to plan a good outing? You have to research and plan and think of what's the best for everyone. You've got to call and persuade everyone to come. You have to ensure everyone safety and take all precautionary methods. Sounds really easy, but really hard to achieve. And you, aren't we friends enough for you to even be nice to attend for my sake? Whatever, i am so hurt, so sick and so irritated by the irresponsible acts of the g's people. I just feel like giving up. perhaps i will never ever do this again.

and my mother invited all my uncles and aunties to come for dinner tonight. and my nice evening was ruined.

2008-12-19T11:18:00.002+08:00

I feel like blogging again. I after being said/teased/scolded/suaned for my under standard usage of english or otherwise known as "singlish", i am learning from grace to use absolute standard english. It seems a little too impossible for me. Till here, is it standard enough?

I spent my whole morning and afternoon searching for a javascript to disable the selection of text in blogger. I didn't use the codes before, so i am not very familiar with it. Jesslyn helped me find many versions and i tried out the codes. Apparently, my blog is very immuned to it. Every single one failed. Grace provided me with one too. I just tried it. It doesn't work too.

It's okay i guess, I'll just pass on the codes. They should be usable for other blogskins.

I was real bored in the afternoon, so i asked people to go out with me. Everyone is busy. However i manage to convinced my darlings, songle and grace. :) and we went to IMM to walk. We just did some window shopping. Actually i did most of it. Grace and Songle weren't interested. We went to comic connection and mini toons and some other random shops. I think we weren't cut out for cute stuff shopping.

Then, we saw a window art painting workshop. Songle wanted to do it. So we helped her picked and helped her do. We coloured the santa with the most ridiculous colours. It was weird but it was fun and funny. Then we decided to grab some food to eat. So as usual, we went to giant and grab calbee hot and spicy and my pack of salmon sushi. haha. After buying, we went up to the terrace to eat. After finishing, we continued our quest in walking. we walked several round and saw a display of miniature houses. It was beautiful. I liked it.

Then we went to kopitiam to have a drink. Songle ordered ice kacang and i ordered a milo. grace was just sitting opposite taking photos of us with her new five megapixel phone. Nice phone, grace! and we started talking. about looks. Our pretty songle said that she doesn't like how she looks-.- so pretty yet still not contented. haha. Then she said she would rather my looks, except my pimples. And the conversation turned to my pimples! Quite embarrassing.

We continued our talks with jiaqi's newly published book, POWER! Grace was saying how could a person who couldn't accomplish basic class assignments write a book. So we decided to head for popular to check out jiaqi's book. It turned out that it was not sold there. wakaka. it was not of such high demand after all. Grace bought her hardyboys book and we got out of IMM. The mrt was hopeless. So squeezy. can you imagine how it would be like when i go home next time? The thought shudders me.

My back was so ache when i was walking home. i was basically hunching like an old woman. I felt like dying the whole night. I have to go. I have to get to crescent girls for my sister's appeal. Go for CO. Another tedious and hard day.

2008-12-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for class outing. I am so excited over it.
I can't wait for class outing! I AM SO EXCITED OVER IT!
I can't wait to go back to school. I promise i shall finish my chinese essay tomorrow and get over and done with. Too bad they didn't give us timetable, or i can start packing my schoolbag. I washed, ironed my uniforms shoes and bag already. wrap up all the books. I can't wait for vietnam trip. i can't wait! I can't wait! Yeah. I am definitely a nerd or a freak.

Since i am so free, i'm probably going through german tomorrow. i forgot 75% of the things. except wie heisst du. i heisse... what is "are" in german? I love german so much. I hope i don't yi shi xiang bu kai and drop it.

Anyway, today i talked to yiming over the phone. His voice changed!. I was quite suprise. awestruck astound. flamboyance of language-.- ok, back to the point. he told me he grew taller. like 164... isn't that my height? shucks. haha. just joking. i am sort of happy for him :) Hope he become more shuai too. (unlike some people.)

Today's oh papa birthday, i didn't make anything or give anything. i don't know, and somehow can't bring myself to do it. i am so sorry. haiz. but we went to yan palace to eat. eat again-.- I'm pathetic. But i hope he'll be happy. happy 44th b'day!@!@!@~!@

Yesterday, there was a music exchange from Jurong Secondary School. I took it very very positively and with desperate optimism. I was good. The girls are nice. All in all, it was better than chungling exchange where we hid in the toilet.

who knows, i'll be pretty good with my language usage one day.

i can't wait for class outing. i am going to write a letter before 23 45.
jerk. you're really a jerk. you could have said it more tactfully.
whatever. it's fine if you don't want to tell. but don't find the need to tell me?!
sorry for asking. no problem?!

2008-12-15T17:51:00.002+08:00

I've got new sandals! Ipanema*Giselle Bunchen 19.90 My mum bought me for christmas. XD. i am going to forget about it and be super super surprised on christmas.

Anyway, i went shopping yesterday. Takashimaya. Centrepoint. Paragon. Quite nice to shop. My father parked his car at taka. I got my shoes there. Then we were waiting for my dad to get out the toilet and omg! i saw a chance of sunshine aka 向左走，向右走 snowglobe. There were 3 in the display case. Omg, there're just simply beautiful. This spurs me to make a birthday wants wishlist when i probably won't even receive anything from anybody.

1. People's cards (handmade are superb)
2. A chance of sunshine snowglobe from kalm's, the third one in the case
3. a nice box

And yesterday's food was super. Garuda, Indonesia Cusine. I was so freaking guilty with myself. I ate and ate and ate. even more than my dad. which is my usual portion x5. I don't need you to tell me how scary i am. i know it myself. If i am continuing eating like this. I am going to be a fatty. I am like 165 and 50 and above. zzz. 4 kg in a year?!?! Then my mother was scolding me. I am like bottomless pit. won't feel full until feel like vomiting.

Then we went to Robinsons at centrepoint to buy presents for all my little cousins. I am the oldest. How sad is that. Omg. I really like the children's section!! the bears are so angelic. They can sing! It's really very beautiful. and there's this skiyride thing above and got crystals and bears. Then i was picking stuff toys for my small cousin, nicole. Then suddenly i felt that stuff toys are so adorable, cute and cuddly and want one for myself. But i know i am allergic, so i shall abstain from it. Anyway, i am deprieved of toys since i was young, one more one less won't make a difference to me.

2008-12-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hi! I haven't been blogging for a very long time. I couldn't find any inspiration(as i usually do) and didn't feel the obligation. However, today is an absolutely fun day so i have to record it down. Today, we (My father, my sis, jiaxin, jiarong) went to sentosa!! I haven't been to sentosa since i was 3 i think. We drove in. Then we were at the gate. And that woman charged us $12 dollars. Charged me adult fare. So irritating.

Anyway, we went to the beach between siloso and pangawan. The water there was nice, clean and clear. It felt nice to soak in the water. It's suppose to help me clear my pimpled-face. But i guess it didn't help. Anyway, i swam out, about half the distance to the boundary. I thought it was going to be deep. Surprisingly, i managed to touch the ground. It was a weird feeling however. I couldn't feel sand. The ground felt like a big rock. Like granite. Then i was carrying jiarong around in the water, because he is small, and cannot swim. Then stupidly, i was struck by a stone. It hit my neck. Some reckless guys were throwing stones. Jiayi was stung too. By what was suspected to be a TINY, HARMLESS, jellyfish, or so it seemed.

Then we became childish building a mini marina barage where water came it and couuldn't go out. We dug a hole and link many passsages for the water to go to it's destination. haha. then the water rushed into the tunnel and go inside the hole. we soaked our legs. :) We all dug like dogs, especially jiarong. haha. that's all. So i guess i did my homework for class outing:) Won't make my classmates go around like wild goose chase, rest assured. Thats all for tonight. auf wiedersehen.

2008-12-01T16:55:00.002+08:00

1. Where would you go if someone sponsers you an air ticket?
Erm, where i want to go at that moment of time. Obviously, i am very fickle with my destinations.

2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
Probably sleeping but not slacking

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Yes and No. You need something to eat to survive to have happiness right? of course monetary can only supply material needs.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
A present? Oh i like that. erm an mp3? or a box also can.

5. Things you can't live without.
Food. I need to eat. TV, Computer, Books, for leisure purposes. Homework and studies.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
People i care aka. family, friends, beloved(not sure though, haven't have one before.)

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
Put in the bank first think about it. can't think of anything else yet. Anyway also can collect interest to have more money to do something worthwhile right? But i most likely would by a house. And i want those big big kind.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
I'll think of it when I get there. No aspirations yet.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
Grace: 1.Damn rich(is that good?) 2. good friend 3. almost impeccable english

10. What makes you happy?
Something delightful happens.

11. What type of person do you hate most?
Those suckers. that don't do anything but suck all day.

12. If you have a super power what would it be?
I want magic.

13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
I would rather happiness. But i'm being realistic here. You still need some $$$blink blink to sustain your happiness right?

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
family and friends

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
Maybe, i can get very sentimental. But i haven't tried it yet. I am still first hand you know.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
I dunno. i really like being hugged. I won't mind being hugged for my birthday. esp by grace.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
to get rid of my completely acned face. I really just can't stand it any longer. But i don't know how.

18. Who are you close to?
I don't know what this question wants.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like her/him?
Nope. It doesn't come out. what can i do?

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
To do better in my psle?

21. Things that scare you.
I don't know. growing up.

22. Things that you like/love the most .
anything that pleases me and make my heart skip a beat? that is easily achieved you know?

23. 8 important things in my room.
If you have payed attention to me in chinese class, you'll realised that my room doesn't have anything. so i'll just put the remainder stuff. maybe it adds up to 8.
bed, light, window, wardrobe, clothes nothing else in my room alr.

24. 8 people to do this questionnaire.
jiaying
kehjun
shieuhuei
muisock
shihui?
and any others that want to do.

2008-12-01T16:41:00.004+08:00

uh, like very long never post already. oh because i very long never touched computer. ok i seriously want to go for the luge thing. If my class don't go for class outing, i probably urge a few friends to go with me. I know jiaying surely will go with me. At least i hope so. Right jiaying? (LOL i think she doesn't even go to my blog.)

Ok so since school holiday started, i didn't go for a proper shopping trip. So yeah, i went shopping with mum on saturday. Super funny. I felt so guilty and somewhat ashamed. Because you know why?! I am still damn childish, aka. kid-like. My mum always says that i look like adult(quite true because of height), dress like adult (erm.. this not so sure), but the mentality haven't reach the adult stage..zzz. ok carry one with the story. So what did i do? erm first we were walking around paragon, so there's this shop aigner there. Then parents are shopping and children are left to break hell loose. So yeah a kid was like climbing into the glass display, so i stopped myself and grinned (wide-eyed and stupidly) at that kid. Then my mother was doubting my sanity. She was like basically dragging me away. But i thought that's no big deal though.

Uh this is worst, i was at tangs walking with my mum, so you know there's all these dummies, that wear and showcase clothes and are bald and wig-placed. Yeah there, one in sitting position and you know how kids (like me) are very itchy-hand? So i was like shaking hand with it and patting it's head. Then shit. The wig got stuck to my hand, then i was like wtf ?! because got damn a lot of people there. then i quickly take out and put the wig back. But then the damn wig so irritating. I placed on the head then it slipped! then more people were staring at me. I bet people who have just read this post thing i am freak lol.

And i have this stupid and horrible acne outbreak, which i seriously cannot stand. My whole face is spotted and red and swollen and so freaking ugly on the already hideous face. And everyone is telling me about it. I mean, obviously i have a mirror, i don't need you telling me. argh, it feels horrible and i have to go CO tomorrow and i don't want to be caught dead with it. Can i just pon CO? ok anyway i am going to work on grace quiz.

2008-11-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

So long never blog already because i have nothing much to blog. LOL Anyway, I don't know where i am going for holiday this year. My mother asked me to plan, and i don't have the mood to. I am like wasting my time reading lots of books (which are fiction, in other words--junk) and i just keep feeding them into my brain. And i know why i always sleep so late (like at 1am) because i'm chionging my book. Yesterday, i went to bed at 11 and stood on my bed reading. My mum thought i was cranky. So i started the book (MR: saving the world and other extreme sports) yesterday and finished it today. Yeah, am i pro or what? But apparently, i am lazy to touch my chinese homework.

Today, it's my first time at potong pasir. I went to Kai Mei's house to do math project. oohh.. we were good. I think she was better. Most of the analysing was done by her. But our poster(end-product) is real nice. And we finished all within one day. I did from 10 am to 4.30 pm. Absolutely dead-beat by now. Oh, i was so proud of our poster. Made me remember the days when me and jesslyn and amanda (and joyce) were chionging our science fair poster. It was almost as good, except for it's pathetic small fonts, but our poster is too small to fit them all. But yeah, it still looks colourful and still nice. haha. But of course, science fair posters still nice. I wondered what happened to them?

Then i went to popular to go and get some colour pens. wth. The stabilo ones, that i used to buy at 90 cents then 95 cents is not $1.20. Can't bear to buy. yeah i know i am miser, whatever, but money don't come easy you know. I just can't get over it. That means next time i won't buy them anymore? Argh. Just can't stand it. My pens ink are almost down.

I am supposed to do a quiz from grace, but i can't seem to find it. I'll do it when she tells me where it is. For now, my hands are aching awfully. Too much cutting today. I was cutting just now then my hands suddenly go cramp. can you imagine what it is like? It is quite a stupid scene.

P/S: I think my parents are quite random. Because my sister told him that school cannot gel/wax hair(because he didn't know), my mother and him were talking about hair waxing today. so funny. Then my father keep saying " I just don't understand why cannot. why cannot ar? why now the schools so weird with their rules." then my mother was there saying "If i am the principal, i would allow you know. It's a way of expression for the students. cannot deprive them." Are my parents unconventional or weird? They seem have something against school rules. haha. I think this comes in handy when i tell them i want to pon school. And they keep saying they have telepathy powers. yeah, we definitely save a lot on phone bills.

2008-11-22T18:09:00.003+08:00

Didn't do much today.. just packed the house for the arrival of mummy tomorrow and tried/attempted to do homework. I've got a new-found joy in housekeeping and doing homework. I bet most people out there would bash me up after hearing this. But what can i say, with a whole school holiday having nothing better to do, there's not much option.

So anyway, I so have mood to do homework today, but my body doesn't. I regret sleeping at 3 am. Drank teh tarik after yesterday's show. Yesterday's show is not bad, but some parts really can't understand. It's the first time i'm attending a talk show. It's called ‘大未必佳’(David the Best) quite interesting, but i reached home at 12 plus. Yeah, back to teh tarik. The teh tarik make me cannot sleep. And when i woke up this morning. I felt so sick. Anyway, I finished 1.5 book review. which means i still left 1.5. And i finished lang arts essay titled "The Beautiful Game: Why does football inspire so much passion around the world?" But i'm not posting up here because it's too good and i scared people copy. LOL just joking. the truth is... It's quite lousy and if i post up here, it'll be so 丢人现眼。And got a lot of past. So really quite embarrassing lor. Maybe next time i'll post it up.

Then since i had mood to do homework. I was going through all the photos in the comp in search of my vegas photos. I want to use it for the chinese essay. Then in the midst of finding, i found more photos. Oh those times~ okay, so i decided to post up to share. Don't download or save, i'm warning you. yeah, so a series of unglam photo coming up.

America Nov/Dec 2007

This is not unglam. This is a nice nice tree. in a temperate climate.

Yeah, I know, I look like a pro operating it.

That's alcatraz island behind. This is autoshot and i almost can't make it in time

Nice vineyard. I especially like vineyard and wine. That's my secret passion.

We paid to pluck.

Golden Gate Bridge--Don't laugh at my hideous face.

Ahha! A feast.

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, xinyi is evil!

Phillipines (Cebu, Bohol), January 2007

Snorkelling tools

Snorkelling--water is deep. Nice too.

I know you(guys) are interested in my swimsuit look. I guess it prepares for next year's swimming class.

This is a new year's family photo. Every year our 全家福 is at different countries different spot. I wonder where is it next year.

Yeah, spastic, i warned you so.

Chocolate hill's family photo :)

I still have a whole lot more photos. I shall upload more when I feel like it. And i found my vegas photo. Whoohoo!!

In the meantime laugh all you can on my youthful nerdiness. It's nice to look back.